Im so grateful!!!

Todae seems like a special dae to me cos my parents finally bought me a notebook... u noe...
The laptop which ive always wanted for like my whole entire life.. hahas... how cool is dat...
i couldnt believe my eyes at first but it was for real... i really dun regret living 4 the moment... hehe...

Well, after facing the downs of my pathetic life ive finally get to face the ups now.. thank god...
hopefully it stays dis way for a long while... i cant stop myself from being darn depressed lately as i feel dat my life is full of burden... i seem to be ignored by a lot of people for the while but now i dun think so... mebbe i juz need a lot of attention from a lot of people... so people out dere im sorri if ive been totally different for the past few daes... im realli realli so sori... i dun even noe wad the heck is wrong wif me...

As far as i am concern i cant sleep at nite n i dun even noe the slightest reason why im in such a condition... i really need some sleeping pills to help me out here.....

Oh yes... thanks to ima, afal n wan for the very nice present... i really appreciate it u guys(hope u guys is reading dis)... n ima... i miss u olready yar... call me when ure free...