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this crap is written at 1052pm on friday 6 january 2006. i couldnt post it earlier because of the wireless connection which never gives me a chance to surf de net whenever im in my room. sheesh.

so wad happened. firstly deres no plans for the day. i was too pissed since recently due to some problems dat i actually dun feel like meeting n talking to anyone. i tot i would in de end just rot at home the whole dae. im just feeling under the weather. i guess i shouldnt brood over it cos it will just depress me further.

atiQ asked me out eventually to accompany her for some birthday gift shopping. i agreed to go cos i was too frustrated n bored sitting at home staring at my laptop n pondering over nothing. got changed n met atiQ at serangoon NEL station at 230pm. as usual i was lil late n im sori for dat. we wandered of to PS - spotlight n times bookstore n some other stores. bought this 50cent DARKchocolate which made me LOVE it from the moment it melts in my mouth. hee. after all the loitering, we went to town cos i wanted to find a nice n suitable personal organiser for myself at kinokuniya taka. in de end couldnt find a nice one for myself. atiQ hu was searching for her design magazine got frustrated dat she couldnt find it decided to get out of dat place n meet her FSV frens at funan digitalmall's food junction. i tagged along too. by dat time it was about 7 plus, n im still so moody n cranky so i told atiq dat i wanted to go to parkway parade to chill. we reached dere n chilled at starbucks till 9. damn i dun feel like going home. too bad those home calls bugged me somuch dat we decided to head home.

it was fun. our LEMpartner should be present tho. ((: all de travelling made me lose more than 5 bucks already. hish, not fair. n all de food made me used up almost 20 bucks. wtf. i shall stop spending too much on food from tomorrow onwards. hah. the joke for the day.

oh well, why does it always happens when we never meet up for such a long time. i hate it when it happened n it sounds as if its all my fault. wtf. haiz. dammit. its the second time n its happening again. do we have to face it every month or something. sheesh. how frustrating. GOSH im just so tired to think about. those stupid headaches will eventually come again if this things goes on. wtf. argh, just forget about it.

n yes, GET WELL SOON TO ME.. since no one wishes me, might as well i wish it myself. i hate flu. it drives me nuts esp in skool. ive become clumsy ever since i got sick. i just cant focus properly. i get frustrated over small nittygritty things. how annoying is dat, can?









a happy 19th birthday to someone i knew in the year 2005. sori it had to turn out dat way.[only naz understands] n memories r still left as memories which cant be erased.


OMG, eemah i miss u la, can.. lets meet up asap cos i have so much to tell u.