when insecurities could eat u alive :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my boifren's fren, Fayumi. since i dunno him dat well, this is de best i can do. nyeh. :D

ugame was kinda okae. de penyamuns accompanied me to parkway just to collect my hp. at last my phone is back. so now i can hear ppl's voice n ppl can hear me too. yay!

long bus rides can also replace those times taken when ppl chilled at mccafes. haha! so dats wad me n atiq did. we were so broke to sit at mccafe, we benefit our bus ride home instead.

i realise dat people lose confidence when they think too much about how they look. n yes i admit i do belong to such group of people. i feel so insecure about how i look dat i get so influenced by small remarks easily. i guess people do feel the same way as i do at times. just because u lack dat confidence, u decide not to mix around dat much as u feel dat people cannot accept u for who u are. n because of dat u have this fear of being rejected n criticise. n due to not mixing around dat much, u feel so lonely. u become dat anti social being who actually requires n needs so much attention. so again it all started from these insecurities dat u have in the beginning.

whenever im with farid n atiq, i forget about all those insecurities i have in me. this is all because u dun get to see 2 tudung gerls hanging out with a guy who has long hair. n because of dat, u get all the attention from random people. u get to see different reactions when people see us together. so dats when all the fun comes. :))


i want more attention. hahahahahaha..