alone

sometimes a girl needs her time alone. away from the society. away from pain. away from everything. just to be in her own special world. in order to know herself well. in order to cater to her own needs. a place where she can be on her own to forget about all her problems. a place where she can be free . a place filled with the most sweetest scent which no one can ever find in this world. a place where all good things happen. where diamonds grow on trees. where chocolate become a form of cure. where there'll be plenty of food and drinks. where u will never feel full from eating too much neither will u feel hungry from not eating. where theres no pain and hurt. where there's so much hapiness all around. a place i wish i will never leave. ever.


ok ROOL, stop dreaming can.


you came into my life. then you left. you came back again. then u left again. you came back again n again. then u left again and again. im confused. im tired of this game of running and chasing. And i think i should let this feeling go. so it will not haunt me no more. n after all that, this heart will be sealed with super hard glue and locked with the finest lock with no key to open it up. and by all means, because of wad ive done to this delicate heart, i will not able to fall in love anymore. so no more pain. no more agony. i shall be free. one free soul with nothing to worry about. and no one will force this delicate heart open. never.

i shant talk further.






ps: damn i need a new pair of earphones. i cant live without music in my ears. shittos.