&this is how it feels

those mixed emotions that love to bug me is driving me nuts. and because of that i felt like blogging.

with all the jiwang and emo songs as my companion, i feel a little more calm n relaxed. great!

yes, i sent little kid for her indian dance in the morning. den i loiter around hougang not knowing wad to do. nyohohoho! i had planned to purchase a pair of coloured contacts plus buy a pair of earphones as well as a drawing block. afterall i had to do something at home, in order to not feel bored n all, right?



i noe could be loved but im not sure whether i can love. i dun think i can go thru the process anymore. for i noe, that deres no more LOVE in me. not for now. never.

*aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau rindu