&we embraced in thin air

people said this space reveals too much sorrow and pain.
as if to say im an emo freak without a direction in life.
living with guilt, angst.
always full of fear.

but truth fact.
let me bring u back to reality.
real people see me as a different person in all.
those who know me exceptionally well especially.

behind those angsty remarks made in this space,
hides an ordinary person that leads a rather ordinary life.
with normal friends.
by a normal family.
in all, im very much grateful to be just me.
and no one else.

hah! there u go. the humble self speaks straight from the heart.
konon la tu.

i reckoned that we were never meant to be.
living in denial every single day is absolutely hard.
on a lighter note, no one ever said it was easy anyway.

cos i was ready.
i had definitely overcomed my weakness
my weakness to commit.

sadly, my courage, faith and belief
led me to an unwanted ending
im disheartened. terribly.

i want a lover i dont have to love. yes i do. its rather a need than a want, fyi. heh!

why on earth is the remix of stick with you
by PCD feat avant is buzzing in my skull?
when will it let me be
i cant possibly tell. sheeeeesh.


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