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Because i am a girl - KISS

right now, i had put this song on repeat in my Windows Media Player. alright, that's aside, i am currently still struggling with flash. i am still stuck with my first slide. i am not going anywhere. i'm doomed. this pathetic thing needs to be handed in first thing tomorrow. so much for having so many ideas in my mind but not able to put them into flash cause i am still pretty much a goon at it. oh, the horror! argh!

sadly, syah & kyn took mc for today. thus, me & ogy decided not to have lunch but a late breakfast of half boiled egg, toast & hot tea instead. all because the craves sets in the minute i stepped into school. and maybe, our next break time will be around 4 or something for some light snack. (: guess today we need to accompany each other uh ogy? just the both of us (romantic gitu la kan).

as for now, my eyes are sore and i am kind of irritated with the sound made by everyone (including me) hitting the keyboards. computer screen-staring the whole day is totally a painful habit if you were to ask for my opinion. i don't know how i will manage another 9 weeks of this plus no block leave!

i wanted to bake a chocolate cake last night but it turns out that several ingredients couldn't be found at home. thus, i gave up. but maybe, i would bake one tonight as soon as i manage to find the ingredients. baking here we go!!

apparently, i am feeling super pissed with someone lately. i kept quiet and ignored doesn't mean you can do as you please. doesn't also mean that you can boss around. i do have feelings too. but ive tried to let the matter rest now and not think too much about it. cause if i don't, it's going to burst my bubble and make this me do things i don't wish to do. so yeah, i have limitations, mind you.

somehow, what will you do when you have no one to turn to? what will you do when everyone is so caught up with their life? what will you do when you feel so paranoid that you think the whole world is against you? what will you do? enlighten me please. if you think u're the only person who stresses over everything. what about me? argh. no use. no use at all.