monday blues

one word. bosan. the more i try to avoid swearing, the more i feel like swearing. today is just not my day. the moment i got out of bed, i feel so all fucked up. the march holidays have commenced hence mum took leave for the bloody whole week.

today is just not my day i guess. these bloody fever blisters are making hell out of me. they have made me shutup the whole fucking day. since its such a hot day, they decided to crack. now my mouth is swollen & dry & i don't feel very good. drinking lukewarm water & frequently putting on the cold sore cream mum bought yesterday, wasn't helping either. i am in pain. i cannot take it.

this mood got even worst when i receive news that tomorrow, someone very important from SIRS wants to take a look at our projects. so every team have to send a member to showcase their project. no one wants to volunteer to go from my team. thus, this smart team of mine decided to draw lots. & guess who had to go? me. wah! i am bloody pissed ok. i cannot take it.


argh. i am fucking upset. bye.

the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child