bugger

today has been a ultimately mendak. i'm like so fucking restless & i do not have a clue why. ive been playing online games for as long as i can remember. ive been listening to the songs in the computer over n over again. that i am seriously getting tired of them. this is killing me softly from inside. i feel like going home. i need sleep. badly.

whenever i am in my happy happy mood, things seem to change in a split second.

dear student, wanna get even with me, try me. you haven't seen the worst of me yet, okay. so what if ure from some smart school, the manners ure potraying to me isnt really wad i anticipated.

dear friend, my genuine intention to show some care had been blown off just like that. i too have feelings. don't you think its fair that i had to receive that kind of reaction from you. i don't think i deserve that. i don't really think i deserve that. even if ure not willing to tell, you know thats not the way.



i feel so down. i feel like breaking down. alright back to my comp now.