if i could then i would

truthfully i am really really scared right now.
i do not have the confidence to sit for later's paper.
i am afraid i might screw it up because i am not confident enough.
cause if i screw it up, i'll be devastated.
if i get devastated, i'll lose my mood.
and if i lose my mood, i'll lose my appetite.
if i lose my appetite, ima wont be happy cause im meetin her later.
then when ima's not happy, i'll be even more depress.
if i get depress, i do silly things.
when i do silly things, i forget about the world.

& i dont want all that to happen.
above all, i just need a little strength to pull through.


i hope later's paper will be an easy one.
i hope later's paper will be based on logic and common sense.
please help me. i plead.


omg, i am so nervous.