wads my mistake?

now, for sure i am back to my single life....still moving on.... 4getting the past...
waiting for the present... haiz... staying strong...

how could he do this to me... wad is my mistake?? am i an egoistic n selfish brat like wad he said... i dun realli think so...

i obviously wont grow up to be a spinster like u say... losing you doesnt mean i am losing everything... aaarrrggghh!!! so wad... he even have the guts to say
-people get close to u bcos u r beautiful but the run away from u after they get close to ur hrt... hatimu tidak seindah wajahmu-
wad the hell is the matter wif him sey... just bcos i cant accept the fact that he totally 4got abt me 4 4 daes, doesnt mean he can say anithg as he please... shit him lar...

-been crying all nite... dat jerk made me waste my tears so much... aniway ive hold them for too long oready n at last they fell... im so relieve after crying dat much...
im sorri my frenz cos i couldnt hold on much longer... u guys told me not to cry over such matter but it happened... n i cried... nothings changed... it still remains the same...

*feeling abnormal in a weird way...*