weeee dumdidum..

as i was checking my mail, i came across something which seem to leave a deep impact on me.. it has dat deep meaning to it. so here goes..

"Everybody will come to d hour
When we stand all alone in horror
And we hope that our deeds will help us through
Only one we can blame is ourselves
We were blessed with our youth and our health
And we wonder why our deeds are few
Everybody gets a wake up call
Take a warning before the nightfall
Use the time right now for making prayer
On the day when there's no shelter
Good deeds are your only helper
You'll be proud when you see that they're there"

-Native Deen-

aniways, skool was suppose to end at 1pm today. just because yesterday was a public holiday, the tutor made a makeup tutorial from 1-3.. haiyy. pathetic btl. dere goes my plans wif eemah.. blaaargh!! oh well, did some projects for a while.. imagine this: 5 whole freaking hours of marketing.. GOSH!. i was so tired n bored of it by the end of the day..

due to all the classes n projects, i met eemah late.. lucky she wanted to go to compass point.. n lucky compass was sumhow close to my skool.. haha. met her n talked my heart out. wow, its been weeks since we've met. n ive missed her dat much.. hah.. weird.

den he came n we all chilled at starbucks coffee.. haiyy.. i was being a pain de ass i think.. im so sori.. blargh.. wasnt relli being myself at dat time cos i was feeling rather mixed up. should i be happy, upset, frustrated?? nah.. i dunno.. seriously. i wanted to cry my heart out but i just couldnt. my tears got stucked. hah. weird. shit. im bottling up my freaking feelings again. n im sure to burst it all out any sooner. just soon. damn. i wish i would be alone when dat happens. its so embarassing to be crying in front of people. k.

i apologise for my behaviour the whole day. i know it suck.

n again i was late for tuition. hah. nth is new rite. blargh.. got a lecture from dat lady again. how annoying. so wad if i was an hour late. gosh. so fussy,can.

everything will be just fine.. LETS CALL EEMAH NOW!! hee..