THEN n NOW

As i was walking towards the lift to hit the button, i took a glimpse at the noticeboard. There stucked a notice about a BABY SHOW being held at my area some time soon. Thus i told mum about it. Out of the blue, mum said, " if it was held a long time ago when u're a baby, i think i'll sure send u." i was puzzled. She explained dat when i was a baby everyone (this includes the BIG family n de family's frens n even strangers) CLAIMED dat im cute.


as u can see, ive bold-ed n capitalised the word claimed. all because i dun believe dat crap. believe me. ive been thru a lot since young till now. n i think ive hide these feelings far too long dat i want it out of me right now.


imagine this. how can a rabbit-teethed, electricshock-haired with thick-specs girl like me be cute? tell me about it. from dat i became the metal-teethed girl. basically ive been thru many hurtful teasings but i remain silent cos i noe when i fight back, i wont win.


n now i still feel those insecurities in me. i dun think i will be able to really move on, away from my past. after much changes in me, i still cant run away from critics n teasings. eventhough i no longer have rabbit-teeth, metal-teeth n even electricshock hair, i still am being hit on.


so here i would like to ask everyone out dere.


DOES SIZE REALLY MATTERS?



wad i meant was so wad if the person is humongous or as thin as a stick? think about it. n i guess this is enough 4 de day.