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You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.At work and school, you do best when you're researching.When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

You Have Low Self Esteem 92% of the Time

You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need!

How is Your Self Esteem?

as u can see im totally bored. i have nothing to do. im in the middle of nowhere where deres so many humans n i still feel alone. damn this mix feelings again.

im sad. frustrated. happy. everything laa. sheeesh.

had make up tuition lesson last night. n only one pathetic student came. haiy.. nvm. ive already done wad i need to do. one more student decided to quit cos his cousin will be teaching. haiz. went back home, went online n talked to anoder student. n he just had to make the dae worst. saying dat i won be teaching the secondary people - math. i was devastated la can. if dats the case, i might as well quit dat effing job now. damn. so much for empathy. so much for all the care n concern given. so much for being more than a teacher to them. fruck. n the person teaching dem will the person who has already took my profession as a primary school tuition teacher. damn. i knew from first impression i dislike her. i knew things like this will happen. its been true all along. my instincts were correct all this while.

now i dun see the reason to live. ive flung 3 ica1's in all n am still counting. im rushing to finish up 3 freaking projects. 2 due by next week. ah fruck.

any soul out dere kind enuf to shower me with attention this instance? i desperately need it 24/7.