demure

and so i did went out yesterday with dear eemah. we met at bedok to catch the movie "click". ok y of all places bedok right? first thing is that i have a straight bus from home and eemah has a straight bus from her school dere. second thing is that the price of the ticket there is cheap. a mere 5 dolars. the air con was great. u can eat wadever u like. except that the quality of the movie is a little too low. but i dun care as long as i get to watch the movie. yayness.

the "click" movie is one hell of a hilarious movie. we were laughing nonstop definitely. there were also parts of the story which touched our hearts n made eemah all teary. indeed it was a little crappish with the universal remote control n all. but alas, we had a great rollercoaster of emotions going on in dere. im not gonna promote the movie here n force everyone to watch cos im not paid to do so. thus its up to u guys n girls to decide.

so on my way home, i had a hard time sitting still in this particular SMRT bus which i dun wish to state the number. firstly i had this shitty n bad feeling. secondly, there were 3 little cockroaches right beside me. like WTF! so wan to noe wad i actually did? in the end i decided to give up my seat to someone who needs it. haha. okae dat was in a courteous way to put it. i actually stood up like ard 10 bustops before mine. so i felt kinda embarrass. i alighted at farid's place just to take another bus for i was afraid people might think im crazy for standing after getting a seat. so yes i took another bus home instead.

my parents went out on a date last night. i shant say where cos i myself dun even noe where dad brought mum to. like wadever.

again i know u might think im not acting like myself lately. but i dun care. cos im happy this way. so much freedom. no more worries. but i do care. im lost. i dun noe wad to do now. n because of this i cried again n again. till i cant cry no more. i dun need u to care. i dun need self pity.




i was thinking of you. positive.



ps: i so badly want that universal remote control so i could turn back time whenever i felt like it.