&my little heart speaks

just felt like updating.

im effing bored. the stupid tv decided to lose its sound just when i was eager to watch love stories on channel 5. how annoying. told u dad, we need a new tv, quick!

the wireless connection is being very very good to me at this point of time. it seems to work when i sit like right in front of the tv. ished.

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currentlly, thinking about wadever shitnitz thats been happening in my life. my frens told me to get to noe new ppl out there to widen my social circle. but truthfully, im getting tired of it alr. okok. i may sound perfectly abnormal here. but think about it man. i think ive had enough of heartbreaking moments in my life this year. like really too much too handle at one go.

so wad do u think i should do?
go back to the one whos still waiting for my return?
give the one who is trying hard to get a chance he badly needs?
or just ignore both n live my life as it is.
full of ignorance.
full of hatred.

if ur heart has been broken before, will u still love again?

i never wanted to be a selfish brat. too bad that u made me this way. so i thanked you for all those great times i had. and i'll cherish n treasure it like pearls in the sea. always priceless n valued. and i'll remember every word u say n every breath u take. cos its easy to forgive but hard to forget.

i never wanted it to be this way. im not that ordinary girl. so never treat me like how u treat the rest. for u'll regret ur whole effing life thinking about the mistakes uve made. mebbe ure just desperate n im just hardheaded.

im a great world actor, fyi. and all i have to do is to pretend. nonchalant.


i'll do as i please. & i'll rest my case.