helo stranger

sometimes a simple gesture, lets say a smile, can make up ur day. dats wad happen on tuesday. i made my way to amk central to deposit some money in the account and proceed to macD for a light late lunch. when i was ordering and requesting for a paper bag to take away the food, this kind indonesian lad who took my order made a polite remark.

i: can i have a mc chicken and a regular iced milo pls.
him: (taking down the orders and putting them on the tray)
i: errrm, i wan to take away.
him: oh kenapa ngga mau makan disini. ngga ada teman ya?
i: *smile*
him: mau saya teman-nin.
i: (shakes head, take stuffs, smiles) terima kasih.

see wad i mean. even a stranger can make ur day by a simple, polite remark right?

my tuesday afternoon was wasted by a movie marathon. 3 full hours of hindustan, kabhi alvida naa kehna (never say goodbye) and a one hour plus of pendekar bujang lapok. until i have to force myself to the tuition place.

i was at my worst on wednesday even. all ready made plans cancelled. emotions was at my wit-ends. but then, after school, i slacked over at az's crib to catch high school musical. at around 6, i got a company. i was grateful for the sincerity, the concern and the sensitivity. thank you.


didnt they say that the solution to emptiness is a company. so basically, wad i needed was a physical being to be there, be it the person being mute, deaf or blind. and when i mean company, its not to receive various mockings and the sudden outbreak of self opinions that results in more worse case scenarios, but wad i meant was a moment of silence and understanding, making sure no unwanted words said.

above all, wad i wanted to imply is just that im beginning to realise that for the environment to change, i cant just sit down and wait. i myself have to make a change. yes it sucks to the core to be the one making all the moves and stuffs. blablabla. but in order to obtain a change, one have to change herself. right? and with that mindset, i feel a sense of positivity in me that has long been gone.


like i say, sometimes all u need is a stranger to make u think deeply. :)



* so ppl hows this for a change, uh?