u drenched me in ur tears

dats a preview of my very well, normal day, i should say. yes wad u see here is formal wear. no doubt about it. here in the picture are my classmates from my classical studies group. sadly we will be separated into different stopovers after this. so this picture is somehow a form of memory. :))

we ended our presentation preeti early then we proceed to finishing up our project management report in which we ended at 1230. just nice to have lunch with the darls. but to my dismay one of them went back home despite me reminding her about our lunch date this afternoon. so me and the other girl had lunch and a rather long chat during our lunch break in macD.


since i did not have any date, inspite wearing something that i prolly wouldnt wear again till year 3, i decided to go home. the little bitches are at home unfortunately. so the computer was conquered by you-know-who from morning till she finally decided to carry her butt out of the freaking house. the smallest kid was preeti much acting like a brat demanding for everything, eg. food. so i locked myself in my room right after doing a little bit of housework, eg. folding the cleaned clothes and putting back ironed clothes in the cupboard.

msged ima. in which she took a preeti long time to reply a confirmation about meetin up at vivo for our virgin vivocity visit. i dun blame her. so dad called and asked me to not carry my butt out of the house because for the simplest reason that no one is at home to look after that little kid. (wth. abey sedare kite yg dtg dari jauh yg kau suro gosokkan baju tu sape sey. takkan tgkkan budak kecik tu skjp pon tak leh.) so dad sensed my unhappiness, made a deal that i can only go out as soon as he gets back which is at freaking 8pm. oh yes, then when i get out by that time, u'll call me by 9pm and force me to go home. thank you but no thanks ah. buang current, buang mase.

so the bingit me, locked myself in my room, refusing to pick up any calls, reply any msgs for i was too angry and upset. like who wouldnt right. when i supposedly have so much free time, every freaking human being makes themselves busy, but when im seriously busy without any reason not to be, everyone claims to be free. wad on earth la can. so much for making countless compromises and yet no one seemed to give a damn about it. thanks eh.

this is the result of an upset individual specifically me. so now u get the picture of when im preeti upset right. i can be ur mute, deaf and blind friend for the day. i can even fall into my depression mode that all negative thoughts come by. hell ya, thanks again ya'll. i need my personal space now.

so leave me alone k. aku nak sambung tido.