don't even want to

i think i have a major problem.
thick legs, flabby arms, over protruding tummy.
not to mention the lack of height.
i get pretty upset whenever someone mistook me for another person.
specifically my mom.
to the extend of saying that i look like her from the back.
and wadever crap they can think of.
so from there i conclude that in short,
people are trying to tell me that im fat.
period.
mebbe i should go on a hunger strike.
or mebbe i should just be a vegetarian.
cos im fucking sick of this shitty reaction that i get.
all the mockings, teasings & critics.
got it? u better. or else im gonna kick u.
fancy being mistaken as ur mother.
could matter get any worst?


other than that,this week and the next are test weeks.
so i should actually be studying and making myself busy with projects.
but it looks like im not liking this TEP thing very much.
in fact, never in my life i dreaded school this much.
fyi, mebbe im not cut out to continue studying in this polytechnic.
im just wasting dad's money,
im just wasting time,
im just wasting a space that will mean a lot more for another person who really needs it
generally, im not succeeding.
pathetic life im living that some can envy.
how peculiar can that be.


(wanna noe about my weekends, read shikin's" blog or blister's" blog, hokay?)
well, beware of the password in shikin's blog cos if ur comp gets hanged dun come look for me to give it to u cos im not entertaining u. why read theirs instead of bloggin here? cos the normal me, just refuses to do so as she is practically lazy. aniway, why the hassle of typing the same crap all over again when u can read it once right? besides pictures speak more than words. here u go. heh!


swings are the best!


this has gotta be my fav!


say im cuter?


jump!


jump higher!


even higher!


with a little bit of attitude


give ur best shot!



a group photo without some ppl.


the group photo of the girls


morning breakfast.


nak step posh. tapi tak dpt!


fruits are definitely good 4 breakfast.


this one candid ah.

as u can see from all those pictures ive uploaded. im very much a kiddo myself. im not ready to grow up so soon. not so soon.


i visited the library and had dinner with the chip the night before. ive been on so many retail theraphies. and all the things on display are to die for but i couldnt purchase anything. im currently running on a tight budget. i need a job real bad. err help?