so distant

cry
crying
cried


so thats wad happened last night. i was at my lowest. all unnecessary problems kept bugging me. and finally i had to let it all out. good thing, no one was around to even bother. the family was busy entertaining each other. i locked myself demanding for a peace and surreal environment.

i reached school late today cos my moodswings were annoying me and i couldnt even wake up from bed due to the bad night i had before. even a huge amount of caffiene cant help me at this very moment.

somehow, i need a very nice company right now. someone i could cry on.