& its not helping.

everyone seems rather tired today. i have no idea why. as for me, i think i'm having major breakdown of emotions. something that i couldn't control, obviously. it gets on me so much that a friend got too afraid to even start a conversation. this i find to be a little too weird. ugh. i don't think i should bother brooding over it.

i brought the very heavy&oldschool laptop to school today. initially, my plan was to finish up the case study & follow up with those reports that needed to be handed in by the end of the week (i think).

i think i need this for that.


dad please.

i went out for my self-declared break for a mere 2 hours with fye, ogy, dee, syah n fahm. i saw this cute guy wearing a dirty green shirt. hooray! a new eye candy for me. too bad, i didn't get his name except for the fact that he's studying under the same school as i am (read: accounting textbook).

(:

tuition was sucky as per normal last night. what should you do when people don't ever listen? i am not letting the matter get on me thus i ignored. i compromised. the problem is that i had selected math questions to be done as homework. those questions which i asked them to hand in the week after. i gave them one whole freaking week to finish up. 3 questions with at least 10 sub-questions. all those without one being done. without any effort of doing it. i will definitely not mind if they didn't finish it up but not even making an effort to do it is too much.

ugh. just thinking about it makes me all pissed and bloody annoyed.

fyi, dad called someone to fix the broken fridge and now the telephone line is having problems. i think the house giving us a warning to move out. hmm, who knows right.

i have no idea where this post is leading you to but i guess you can see the picture on how my life is currently. can't you?