blood drive n wild wild wet

yesterday...
went to school in mid-noon to donate blood.. well its my 3rd time donating n im cool with it.. haha.. i mean im like so immune to the needles.. thick ones n thin ones.. i like to see the colour of blood. the best of all is dat i felt the sense of satisfaction.. the sense of getting to help others in any way i can.. (told ya people im a nice gerl) haha.. bullshit.. waited for like more than an hour till my turn to donate.. but nvm.. lucky im a cool gerl.. den met bestie.. hu gave me a nice keychain.. thx alot gerl.. I LOVE YOU!! haha.. i did boldering(hopefully i spelt it rite..) stoopid rite.. just donated blood n im not suppose to do heavy werk.. i push myself to the extent of nearly hurting myself.. i was feelinf ok at first.. but when i was on my way to bugis, in the mrt, i nearly got unconcious.. serious talking here.. i saw people in drawing form.. u noe mcm tv rosak.. ade dot dot.. ah.. like dat lar.. its so freaking scarie cos ive never face such situation before.. thus i decided to stop at bishan.. n visit the toilet dere to ease myself.. haiz.. i was scare to death.. after dat lucky i was fine.. wad can i say, im a strong gerl.. met imah at bugis.. went aroud to look for her "early 7 mth anni prezi".. so i accompanied.. bought a t-shirt for her guy from LEVIS.. we had planned to go around shooping for clothes dere.. but nth caught our attention thus we decided to go TF (this fashion) at PAYA LEBAR.. we borong like rak lar.. haha.. den went to TKC (Tanjong katong complex) to buy tudungs.. murah nak mampos.. haha.. den afal came to fetch her home.. so yah i was left all alone to go home.. well i was nice enuff to give my guy a call.. cos hes been scolding me for not calling or msging him for days.. haiz.. aku jgk salah.. well i called at the wrong time.. he was fuming mad at dat moment cos he didnt bring his house key n no ones at home.. thus he was screaming every vulgarity he knows over the phone.. dats one thing.. den he brings in anoder topic about me not calling or msging him.. about me not showing more attention.. well hello, like he gives me the kind of attention i wanted.. hish.. susah btl.. den wadever i do, i in his eyes, are wrong.. wadever i did r mistakes to him... well wad does he want.. a PERFECT GIRLFREN?? den go n find some other gerl since he have hundreds of frens who r gerls all around him.. was totally pissed of.. i didnt even get the chance to state my stand.. i just remain silent.. except when he said "ah.. marah lar nie.. ckp sikit marah.." i was like " i have no reason to b angry" *in a nonchalant tone.. he said dis too " ade matae n takde matae same je".. wtF.. i answered " i felt the same way too" when he just hung up like dat n called back i refuse to pick up his calls.. im hurt.. how de hell can he said dat to me.. n yah.. this gerl go n cry again in her bus ride home.. wad luck.. was having so much fun n he had to spoil her day just like dat..

today...
woke up early.. went to mum's MAS FAMILY DAY at WILD WILD WET.. haha.. mum n dad cant go so its me, my 2 sisters, ima n ayu.. haha.. the five of us had so much fun.. FREE FOOD, FREE FLOATS, FREE LIFE JACKETS.. n my mother only paid merely five bucks per head.. how CHEAP is dat.. its original price is more than 10 bucks.. we saved a whole lot of money.. we were there for like more than 4 hours.. haha.. we made sketches of ourselves.. haha.. cool n sexy.. when its scanned i'll post it.. haha.. u people will laugh ur heads off.. i guarantee it.. den it rained like crazy so we decided to stop n head to the changing room.. we were out of there at 5 plus.. we decided to play pool.. me, ima n ayu cos both my sis r underaged.. haha.. so i had to treat them to arcade.. pool was cool.. haha.. we had a practically long n tiring day.. reached home at 9 plus... actually i wanted to call him when i was at downtown, my ego just doesnt let me.. haha.. so in the end, when i reached home, he called.. too bad arh dear.. im still mad at u.. kalau ikutkan hati aku tak nak angkat phonecall tu.. kesian peh pasal terpaksa la..


to ima n ayu, i love u gerls.. we shall go out again sometime ok.. haha.. only the 3 of us or even more..

to anyone who says my entries r sucidal.. think again.. ive never written a single shit about wanting to commit suicide.. wadever shit i wrote in here r just my feelings.. bear dat in mind..

to people who owes money.. please b kind enuff of return them.. im short of it aniway.. n i dun wan to b a nag.. plus i dun wan to sound as if im extorting money.. thank you..

well den.. ive written enuff for today.. i shall go n caught some sleep now.. tara!!