crunked up

frankly speaking im just plain dumb n lazy.. i shall blog at random tho.

at last im done with the econs project which i seriously dun have confidence in. all bcos i didnt do much for it.. i feel bad. totally bad about the whole thing. im so very sorri. argh i wanna forget abt it.

today wasnt such a great dae. it was boring. i was feeling rather moody n cranky most of the time. woke up early by the the loud song of POP YE YE from VE. haha. played barbie with lil sis (this is so embarassing). hee.

ate lunch n started on econs. at 5plus, was forced by sis to get ready to meet the family at toa payoh. yes again to toa payoh. all she wanted was someone to accompany her dere la, can. initially i didnt want to follow cos it was raining n i wanted to finish up the project so badly. since i didnt want to entertain her screams, i just tagged along. slept thru-out our journey to toa payoh swimming complex. anoder embarassing moment happened *blush*. i was stupid n clumsy enuf for the day to b wearing my flip-flop which is so slippery. as i was running down the stairs, i nearly fell. lucky i gripped the handrail so tightly to prevent my fall.

yay. in de end mum bought me a pair of sandals with straps. its simple n white. ((:

oh well, now im practically stoning in front of the comp, squeezing every bit of wad im feeling out n trying very hard to put wadever im feeling into words. hmm. deres this all of a sudden feeling of loneliness in me. i wonder y.

i want dat boy who could write me a song

n i believe dat u'll b by my side all along.


PS: the worst thing dat happened yesterday was getting noticed by someone unknown. orait. let me b more specific. i met bestie at skool's mac. i got de chance to see dat boi she badly wanted me see. hee. he looks nice. he was with his frens. bestie decided to eat n asked me to tagged along. i said ok. while queueing, i maintain my composure cos i was happy to get to see the person my bestie has her eyes on. we got back to our seats after ordering food. i noticed the whole group were staring at us from the counter all the way to our seats. it was weird ok. we ignored. after dat i left to meet my dear. bestie called me telling me dat boi wanted to get to noe me. seriously it freaked me out. wadever it is, i didnt do anything. from besties voice, i was afraid it might hurt her feelings. i totally told her dat i dun want. later dat day, bestie msged me the person who wanted to get to noe me was someone from the group n not dat boi. i was glad. but then i told her i dun want. n dats it.

y does SHIT always happens to good people?