when emotions got mixed

right now im not sure wad i shld be doing. wad i shld be feeling. wad i shld be thinking of. i dun want to brood over it but i just cant ignore. haiz. i dunno. really dunno. was i to be blame for this? wads the worth of a tear? all this while its been alright but wad had happen now. life seems meaningless when u dun have a physical being in front of u to talk to. bleargh. i dun wanna talk about it la. damn it.


was browsing thru the net for lyrics n came across this:



Dream - Mocca


In the middle of the night
A dream wakes me up
It is not very good dream
Maybe its my nightmare


When I started my day
Its still stuck on my mind
And that thing ruined my day
Made my head spin around


But why?.
should I believe my dream will come true
And I dont have any reason to believe
that all of my dreams will come true


My dream says that youll leave
Leave me here on my own
Leave me to breakdown and cry
Theres nothing left for me


Maybe I should not trust
Maybe I should not ask
Or did I push you too hard
So you leave me for good



well, please be nice n just shutup u bloody bastard!