so long

n i duno y i cant let this feeling out of my head. damn it. truth is i dun wan to let it go. i like to think about it. i like to feel it linger in my head. i like the guilt that surrounds me. i like the panicky feeling about it. i like the part when i'll curse myself so much bcos i start to think about it. i like the time when i feel the pain all pure n genuine from all the curse being put upon me. i like the way things happen for no great reason cos i tend to think so hard to come up with a perfect answer that in turn would cause further pain. i cant take this animore.


THIS HAS GOT TO STOP. shucks.


basically this happens when all good memories get into the mind n decides to pollute it.




so, im going on a holiday trip to KL. this time with the huge family. yay! this gonna be fun fun fun. will be back soon. i wish not. im gonna forget about the bad times. promise not.







atiq n fahimah, i'm missing you both.

so long and goodnight world!