love n hate

a little less love, a little more hate. if i were that malaysian pop princess, i would have choosen Dr Fazley over Datuk K. hehe. seriously, haiz. i shall stop berangan.


todays school's schedule is as follows:
8am-10am: Business Law Tutorial
2pm-3pm: Business Finance tutorial
6pm-7pm: Business Finance ICA3 (test)


i decided not to go for both tutorials as im such a lazy bum. plus thinking about it, i will have hours n hours of free time which in the end will be spent all alone. thus, i might as well just sit at home pretending to be studying when i cant even bring myself to open that annoying business finance notes. i wish i can pass this coming test. *prays to god*



so he called me last night. n i felt that sharp tingling feeling when i saw his name on my faithful hp. truth is, im not hating but i wish i didnt fell in love either. cos when u fall in love, its hard to fall out of it. n even when u get to fall out of it, it gets painful to move on. damn. crying urself to sleep will never make those unwanted feelings disappear. instead it will stay deep within, bringing u down further more. and so it gets back to square one.


something i extract from the movie Gila Bola that i can never forget which will help to liven up this mood;

BOY: aku ade 3 perkara nak beritahu kau. pertama sekali, kau tentu tau, aku sukakan kau. kedua, aku sayangkan kau. yang akhir sekali, aku nak kau tahu aku cintakan kau dan aku nak kau jadi teman hidup aku.

GIRL: *turns around to face him* betul kau nak aku jadi teman hidup kau, boy? tapi aku cuma tau masak pizza je.

HAHAHAAHAHAHAH. wth.



k da stop laughing, back to the old mood now.

here's something i wrote n i call it FAITH;

i need an answer
to this little prayer

could a broken heart
be filled with what was lost

could wiped tears
become prefectly dry

could white lies
be genuine truth

could sorrow
find everlastin happiness

could wounds
ever be treated n healed

little cupid hearts
flying in the air
never destine to reach
this untouched soul

u left everything unanswered

copyrighted eh.





i want a fairytale to happen.
i need a miracle.