feelin all blue

wearing the new blue top mum bought on sunday just suits the mood for today. in the midst of all the negative thoughts i have throughout these few days, i still find time to force a smile or two just to make others feel a little less happy for me even when im not.

now im alone staring at the computer in school. just because i had to send lil sis to school, i reached school like 2 freaking hours earlier. wtf. damn it.

with nothing in mind to do, i feel like going back home to continue sleeping and not wake up anymore. because it makes no difference if im awake or asleep, alive or dead. everything will remain exactly how it use to. so deres no fuss.

with no one to hang out with, i feel that i might as well not be here. gone. vanish. disappear. the feeling practically suck when all u need a little company n den u get none. seriously.

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lets talk about good things now. cos ive had enough and am tired of talking about the bad things already.

BUT i duno wad to talk about. so forget it laa.




i should just layan my damn irritating feelings. n mebbe this time i'll force myself not to cry.






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