pissed

i m pissed, annoyed, irritated. i dun give a fuck if my face were to turn black for once. im utterly unhappy because i had waited for that 70 bus at marina sq for more than half an hour but still dat freaking bus refuse to come. so i took the initiative n board the innocent 56 bus. due to all the unneccessary heat and waiting, i gave up,. yes i gave up waiting longer. i cant afford to wait for the freaking bus for another half an hour all ALONE. yes alone. i was far away from home n im scared n tired. damn it can. and of all songs to hear in that freaking long ride home in my creative mp3 was that sickening and heartbreaking "lonely" song. can my day get any better?

so anoder half an hour to toa payoh interchange. deposit some cash into my empty account n queue up for the 73 bus. anoder half an hour of waiting for bus wasnt a fun experience. this old couple behind me keep accidentally pushing me n hitting my already so freaking heavy bag. k fine. when the bus came, i boarded it. the old man who was behind got so impatient n rushed past me, pushing me back. i so wasnt in the mood thus i ignored. he tapped his ezlink on one machine the same time dat i tapped mine on the other. n when i wanted to move to the rear, the old man pushed me again so i gave way to him. n he was so freaking rude to stop right in front of me n point a finger to my face as though if to say " wth u pushed me" right on my face. he was fortunate that i was listening to my mp3 at full blast n wasnt in the mood to start a fight. i even ignore my pride n apologise for something which wasnt my fault. along the way, i got disgusted when i saw a kid in a van digging his nose n putting it in his mouth. YUCK! n dat old couple actually alight at very the same place that i alight.


so wad an adventurous 2 hr journey home for me.


so fren, if ure reading this n is feeling that it was ur fault. no worries cos it wasnt and im blaming all this on the freaking bus 70.

i dun wish to talk further fake goodbyes.