the ghost of me

sometimes i think its best for me to be an invisible being in this world. cos eventhough im physically here, no one ever take notice. so who cares?


3 days just sitting at home n not once i put my foot out of this house is practically torturing. at times i wish i were in school. cos holidays doesnt seem like holidays afterall. ah fruck.


projects suck. i dun even noe wad im suppose to be doing for all the projects assign.


some bitch just had to make the mood even worst. yes im a frucking loner here. so wad? so wad if people out dere are too busy for me? so wad if i dun have members n close frens like u do? so wad if u find that teasing me could make u feel better? so freaking wad? ah get the hell outta here before i bite n suck ur blood. period.




mebbe im feeling too paranoid n overly sensitive. k now i feel like breaking down. i dun care. i MUST breakdown.







so who wants to go out on a date with me? ah fruck. im famished.