ive had enough

i was pissed with my blog for a while though. my previous skin was a nice one BUT it just have to create problems. sheeesh. leceh. so here, a new skin ive found while i was lurking in blogskin.com


n again im all alone. the blog as my companion for another half an hour or so. cos my japanese class will commence in abt 30 minutes time. n everyone has disappear. again


here i am suppose to do my japanese online assessment BUT, i gave up due to getting 0 out of 10 for my first MCQ. damnDEEPshit.


i had an EFMA test in the morning just now. now i noe how stupidsmart i am. its a freaking easy n straighforward paper. BUT again, i didnt manage to do it well. i dun have that confidence to even pass it. all because i didnt study well the morning, afternoon n night before. instead, i wasted that precious time of mine doing unneccessary stuffs like sleeping, staring at the computer and other whatnots. shittos.


My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much
that time cannot erase

When you cried
Id wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream
Id fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand
through all of these years
But you still have
all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life
you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

ive tried so hard
to tell myself that ure gone
but though ure still with me
ive been alone all along



THIS IS HOW CRAZY, THINGS CAN GET...

will tomorrow be any better?