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and so the merlion roars. heeeez. happy national day!

its been quite mundane and dull through out the whole day. seriously. apparently the oh-so-boring family decides to stay at home, god-knows wad for. so amyways, ive been a good girl. i actually had the mood to clean up certain messes in my room and was very satisfied with my work. so nowmy room looks a little tidy. GREAT!

honestly, now i know how much coffee doesnt work on me into giving me that extra boost of energy to stay alive n kicking. and because of that my concentration span got worst. i only manage to read n understand part of my marketing for like 5 to 10 minutes, den im off to somewhere else for i was so restless. i so dunno wads wrong with me.

i had a great chat with eemah the other night about everything underthemoon&stars. we updated ourselves on our current lives. we confide in each other about the problems we are facing in which i find very useful. we were also talking about our future like taking a step into being good muslimahs cos we know we are not perfect human beings. HEY BABE! wetkisses&sloppyhugs for you from me kays.

adding to that, i was thinking about why people contradict themselves. the irony of being good and bad at the same time never fails to confuse me most of the time. wad should u do when a fren decides to be that way. wad must u do to make this fren of urs to open up and see the world. for instance when at first they act so nicely and humble towards u but after a while theyve forgotten about that and became someone u dun want them to be. wad would u do if that fren of urs start boasting about something really sensitive but after that ignored about that sensitive issue that they boasted about. they pretend people never notice such behaviour in them. but obviously, they are wrong and cannot run away from the fact that people like me are so prone such things. i am sad to see and hear such things happening to them. like why on earth them?

anyway to this particular fren, i plead u to stop all this nonsense. you told us u wanted to be a good human, a humble person, a loyal child to ur parents. but when u do all this, remember that frens like us care for you and wouldnt want u to destroy ur life just like that. we as ur frens never wanted u to be like this. because the person we knew back then isnt the person we all know now. its like as if we are living in 2 separate worlds which should never happen in frenship. so please, i guess u know wad to do cos ure big enough to think. i just want to live in peace and harmony like how i used to. i never want anything to change. never. so before a fight occurs, this must stop.



alright then. im off to lala land, wanna join me?