persevere

so today's the day for fireworks gazing. nyenyeh. i cant wait.

truthfully, yesterdays paper was a little screwed up. for the fact that i actually memorized most of it, my mind went blank when i looked at the exam paper. i guess wads done cant be undone. pathetic.

i am so gonna be screwed for today's essential for marketing n accounting [EFMA] module. i didnt practice enough. i didnt memorize well. i didnt make time for it. gaush.

friendship can lead to love, but it doesnt usually work the other way around.

so now she wants me back. she needs me back. like helo, i am so not into tutoring already can. and when the kids fail, i as their tutor will get the blame. wad a sickening job can. i gave in when u pleaded me with that sad tone of urs just to tutor ur son. n the next day u called in ur happy mood, just to ask me to come back to tutor the rest? this is injustice. n yes i cant fight for my rights instead i MUST listen to ur tak-masok-akal ramblings. in which i have to practically give in and agree to all ur ssquabblings.

this is like undue influence going on around here. like i have to reluctantly agree to a contract which i dun ever wish to enter. damn it.

and so this leaves to an unfinished end cos its going nowhere far.




i'll leave for now.