It’s alright even if you don’t say anything until the end.

outcast. alone. solitude. detached.

the basic feeling i have right now.
the kind of feeling that i want to separate myself from badly.
the way, i don't like to live with.

sadly, it has to stay put. gah!


aish!
i am so lazy right now that i do not have the mood to study for tomorrow's global supply chain management test. i am so bored right now that i feel like screaming at the top of my lungs without any care. i am so annoyed right now that i might just cut my hair shorter as soon as i can get my hands on a pair of scissors. i am so pissed right now that i feel like locking myself up in my room till forever. i am so irritated right now that i might just starve myself because there's nothing to consume at home. i am so nonchalant right now that i might just call the student and cancel tuition for today. GREAT! my selfish self decides to invade.



nothing seems to satisfy me today.
everything seems so wrong.

i want to cry.


*Korean/Japanese/Chinese songs on repeat.
(just because i cant understand them, that they'll make me feel better)