moodless

ive sinned enough la eh yesterday. i just got 50 bucks for helping someone and i used it up to buy 3 DBSK's posters, 1 SUJU poster, 2 DBSK card holder, 1 SUJU keychain, 2 DBSK's stickers, 1 SUJU stickers & DBSK's 1st Live Japan Concert DVD. OMG! i must be crazy. someone should just slap me.

o, i caught 200 pounds beauty with dearest cousin n blister. sumpah, i'll buy the DVD as soon as it gets out. the storyline is damn good. seriously worth the money. a story that tests ur emotions. yes, till the last part where the 3 of us started to cry cause we just couldn't hold back our tears. touchin abis la boleh. (:

today, i woke up feeling really really lost and uneasy. i wonder why. no mood to do anything. no idea what to munch. no mood to learn the dance steps. no mood to watch korean drama on KBS channel dad just purchased. right now, im just passing time watching endless youtube clips. currently, its loveletter season 3 ep 7. damn hilarious. that i totally forgotten i wasnt feeling good. hah! shall continue watching it.

counting down to the days school reopens and the day i'll meet my yunho (hints to wawa). heh! 3 more days and no more hooray hooray for me. 3 more days and its no more play. somehow hell yeah, i'll manage. i cant even be apart from the laptop for a day. im doomed la boleh. will i be able to survive 17 weeks of school. facing endless tutorials and lecture theatres. will i be able to sit for my exams with that much confidence to ace them? or will i just still be the same? still having to resit for papers? i wonder.

so many thoughts running through my mind that i should start prioritising.




oh man, why do i feel so lost right now, still? aish!