When I want to cry,

still with the heavy heart, empty stomach, aching body, i struggle in search of an answer. haiz. i wonder when this will stop. im tired. i don't know how long i can keep this going. its like im living in a world filled with guilt. its so bad that even if i try to escape, i just can't. i'll still be here.

i never felt this low in my entire life before. this is even worst than the time i lost you. if only anyone know what im feeling right now. if only i can make everyone disappear. if only all the bad people in this world never exist. i cant take it. i hope i wont pass out. this time i badly need to dry off these tears.


even if I cry, it's because it's good

Because the place that hesitates has a future
I want to find the courage that isn't shown in your acting -DBSK ( begin)