wrap up

its been a while since i blogged i guess.. deres almost nth to blog.. n it looks so dead.. haiz.. ok let me rant abt wad happened on 1 oct till now..

1 oct-saturday-
went to follow mum sent my youngest sis to her swimming class.. den we went to aunts house for kenduri arwah.. n dats abt it.. haah.. realli ..

2 oct-sunday-
mum woke us up Xtremely early to go Geylang.. n its all bcos of my sis long craving for the chicken porridge dere.. lame rite.. haiz... btl peh betuah.. den went to madrasah.. after madrasah meet up with naz.. went to heartland mall to buy presents for siti.. den went to siti's birthday party at compass heights.. it was realli fun.. n we got to meet frens whom we havent met for so long.. haiz.. miss all of dem.. miss de secondary sch daes.. haha.. dat day i went back nearly at 11.. haha.. wad a nite arh..

3 oct-monday-
de plan was to have a girls dae out.. invited shikin, my anak sedare.. but den she.... hish.. im relli frustrated wif her.. if cant make it or dun want to come can just give me or ima a call rite.. make us wait.. haiz.. wasted time.. den in de end we didnt wait for her to show up n went to watch our movie.. wanted to buy the ticket there but then suddenly a gerl came to us telling us : u want free tickets?" i was like" huh??" den it was actually imahs fren.. it was coincidental.. hah.. relli. n we got free tickets to watch corspe bride.. it was cool.. den went shopping at ps.. haha.. i bought some lotion from body shop.. den went citylink for rahayu's purse.. but den it was out of stock.. wad a waste.. den went compass to have dinner.. xbf told me he wanted to fetch me.. but den haha.. i didnt even see him.. so in de end i went home telling him dun have to fetch.. haha.. den went tuitoin straight.. reached dere ard 830 but actually it starts at 730.. i was an hour late.. den dat frigging teacher reprimanded me for coming late.. den im like telling myself.." y she so stupid.. like as if she cant start the tuition without me.. freak lar.. den scold me like wad.. she got no initiative.. fcuk her lar.." im realli pissed dat dae.. haish.. i dunno wat to do.. i wanna quit tuition arh.. i dun wan to help her animore!!! i wanna quit.. but if i quit, where will i get money.. arh.. damn.. anoder problem.. i cant stand this animore.. when its almost the best day, it turns out to be the worst.. damn..

4 oct-tuesday
xbf apologise.. but den im realli not angry at him.. haha.. wads de use of being angry.. its not as if he promised.. wadsoever.. haha.. got to noe he slept while waiting for my msg.. wtf..wth.. haah.. da terrible sey.. wadever.. haiz.. i think to day im gonna clean up the house esp my room.. its a big mess.. i need to throw many things away.. haha.. sent my sis clips to her.. wtf.. she oways forgets everything everday.. damn.. in de afternoon xbf wanted to meet at hougang point.. haiz.. damn lar.. im relli falling for him.. how?? hes acting like we're an item but we're not actually.. he held my hand when we walked.. but den.. haiz.. he havent even ask me to be his gerl.. n i havent even accepted him yet.. haiz.. im realli confused.. i dunno wad to do oready.. aniwaes, of all de many gerls he knew, y must i be his choice.. haiz.. this oways happens.. i dun understand it.. haiz.. wad to do with life.. when its just nearly getting better, it quickly changes to be the worst.. haiz.. i relli dunno.. haiz.. k lar.. gtg.. have to fetch my sis from downstairs.. like as if she doesnt have legs to go home.. haiz.. during skool daes im a stooden, during holidaes im a maid.. ah damn.. n im a part time tuition teacher throughout..

to atiQ.. when r we goin out again?? mebbe this saturdae we, de madrasah gerls, wanted to go out n buka togeder.. i'll msg u when its confirmed..

to aZi.. haha.. uve been reading my entries.. heeh. ive missed u alot lar.. wanna accompany me buy a tin of paint.. i need a new look for my bedroom arh.. haha.. do msg me ok...

to any random people who read my entries.. please TAG.. my blog looks dead when u people never tag.. ok??