mundane

ashamed & vexed


these moodswings that i am developing everyday is driving me nuts. i can't seem to stay happy with anything. i get all tense up. i get all pissed. & because of that, i prefer to just shut up and not say anything for i was afraid i might start a fight with everyone. sheesh. someone, tell me what is wrong with me?

initially i wanted to start the day by continuing with the sewings i left weeks ago, but thanks to the moodswings again, i had to throw away that noble idea of mine. oh yes, i manage to clean up the crazy mess in my room. now it looks a good as new. yay me!

currently, i am in need of dear eemah's company right now for i feel like crying and screaming my crazy head's off. i am also in need of a very nice warm chocolate drink as well as a good massage cause i think these nerves of mine are going all haywire.

fyi, i am not feeling very good & i cant wait for the movie date with the beautiful ladies from school this coming thursday. i hope.




thanksbutnothanks.kbye