emo day 2

im sori.. mebbe the problem just lies in me i guess.. hmmm.. im sori i duno how to show my feelings towards u.. im sori i can be wad u expected.. i wanted to.. i just cant.. mebbe its because of dat u left.. u wanted to start afresh.. i dun understand wads ur motive.. first u say u love me.. ive confessed.. den u have doubts.. i relli dun get it.. i noe its no use to brood over him.. but then, ive tell him ever single problem ive faced.. he said he understood.. i believed he understood.. i tot he understood.. but all i tot was just a mere dream.. seriously.. living single isnt as simple as it seem.. frens arent always dere for u.. when u tot u realli found dat someone.. ur dreams shattered just like dat.. without even knowing wads de outcome of it.. haiz.. y has life got to b this way.. haiz.. im sick n tired of it being this way.. this thing happened before.. it happened a few times before.. y am i unable to face it now.. im realli feeling veri emo.. my feelings n emotions are mixed.. i can define wad it is.. but im realli in a state of confusion.. i need some fresh air.. i need encouragement n lotsa strength.. im weak.. i hate to show my weakness..n dats y people normally onli see the happiness in me .. never the sorrow.. sorrow, anger,frustration overpower the weakness within me.. im totally lost.. i need a new direction in life..

please come to me.. dun leave me in this rollercoaster of emotions which practically cant get into my mind.. cry with me someone .. i couldnt show my feelings.. i dunno how to show my feelings.. ive always tot u could show it to me.. but instead im wrong.. im sori..