emo day .

3 daes fasting oready.. how fast time flies. n now i have de urge to drink.. im Xtra thirsty todae.. i realli dunno y.. ahah.. but i have to endure.. 4 more hours to go.. i can make it.. hehe.. woke up at 1030.. late huh.. faz asked me to meet her outside bowen to collect our canvas n visual diary.. went home carrying dat big canvas with my ugly painting.. ahah.. selengeh sey.. when i got the time, i will take a photo of my o level art n show it to u.. its fugly..

y?? some people just cant make up their mind i guess.. the first minute they like u, the next minute, they have mixed feelings n doubts about u while the last minute they totally dislike u.. haiz.. wth.. dun they have better things to do rather than do all this.. bagus lar.. da heart brokenn.. buat lagi.. hish.. n aku pon satu.. tak serik2 per.. perasaan asek dimainkan je.. bodoh nak mampos sak.. biler la nak ubah pendirian nie.. haiz.. well since u want to start afresh rite.. u can.. i dun mind.. u want to get to noe other gerls.. go ahead.. i dun give a damn.. cos.. all guys are merely the same.. firstly they tell the gerl they like her.. then they wait till the girl confess her feelings like they did.. after that they will just leave.. such idiots.. they still exists.. i cant believe it.. damn..

todaes been an emo dae.. like wad siti said.. its true babe.. u r feeling it.. i m feeling it.. haiz.. where did i put all the emo songs.. hmm...

anoder thing.. for god sake I DUN HAVE ANY CRUSH ON ANYONE.. get it.. hish.. pleasegethisfrigingthingindatemptyheadofurs.. sod arh.. so stop bugging me.. im pissed.. very pissed.. feel like crying.. ani one wanna cry with me.. *sob sob*

My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
-papa roach : scars

well.. wanna noe wad.. ive been cooking for the past 2 days for breaking fast.. realli..
wednesday - fried noodles.. (thumbs up)
thursday - rice.. hehe ..

oh man.. my tummys growling like mad.. haiz..

life.. life.. life.. i dun understand it.. seroiusly.. im lost in my own destiny.. i desperately want to find my path, my dreams n my smile.. i want to smile.. can any one out there make me smile again.. pls.. i thought he could.. i thought he would.. but all my thoughts were merely dreams.. y must this happen to me.. so long..

feeling extreme emoistic [if deres such a word] ..