had enough?

Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here


or so he claims. i hereby announce that Rivermaya rocks my effing socks, well not that i fancy socks that much. howells, the day has been totally weird. mum was acting a little strange such as getting frustrated over little things and whatevernots. dad was being normal. sisters were always on their usual weekend routine. as for me, after much persuasion and disagreement, i made up my mind to rebel and follow that dear niece of mine, eemah to the extended family gathering.

my morning sleep was disturbed by mum's call waking me up to open the front door for the cable vision man was already waiting. yes, i opened the dear door to a stranger, which of couse i don't care, as soon as i woke up. sungguh tak glam dot com. so yea, cable vision is here already and ohboy am i glad or what to know that my daily dose of MTV every morning is going to be fulfill again.

ah yes, back to family gathering at ecp. i waite for eemah to reach my place at ard 6 plus and we proceed to take 55 to ecp. we had a long chat all the way there. we didn't realise that we reached our destination as we were too engross with our conversations pertaining the current issues we face.

upon reachind the spot, we were greeted by her grandparents, her parents and my other nieces. food were sufficient and were laid out on the table right beside the tent. after dinner, we had to refill empty bottles with water at MacDonalds and to my surprise i saw dear Shima. fancy meeting her there. the place where i least expect to see her. hah!

lucky me, i had my mp3 and sister's nintendo DS lite to accompany me throughout for i was feeling a little blue that my family didn't want to come down. and thanks to my uncle for sending me straight home by 1 am.


quote of the day: "asek nak merayap aje. aku suro buat keje tak nak buat". thanksbutnothanks for that. apparently, that hurt me. will you ever see the good in me? will i ever be the one that you'll be proud of 5 years down the road? will u ever give me a chance to proof my worth? or will this just be a never-ending story that leads us nowhere as we are just too engross in our own personal life that we sometimes forget to ask about the well-being of others. or maybe, we try to outlook the good side and tend to focus on the flaws that others tried to hide? you decide, cause i am in no position to argue in this situation.


maybe, im just being paranoid. i should sleep now.