Friday, October 14, 2005

hella good

hmm... cant fast so woke up nearly 11.. slept at 230 in the morning.. haha.. i was busy on the fone therefore i slept late.. haha.. talk to 2 person for ard 3 hours..

actually i got nth to write, but im so bored at home so i forcing myself to blaber about anything.. so if u think im writing nonsense in todae post, u dun have to read..

now, im like forcing people to send me songs.. haha.. yesterday was me who sent songs to siti rohaya.. hehe.. hope u like all the songs i send gerl.. todae, a fren from msn became the victim to sent me songs.. haha.. all the songs sent are nice.. thank you veri much..

haiz.. tonite gotta teach her SON.. i tot i dun have to teach for thursdae n fridae cos the secondary studens have finished their exams.. but she just cant see me relax i guess... wad luck.. she called and asked me to go to her house after buke.. haiz.. nuisance arh..

i think wad mum say is true about me leading a boring life since young up till now.. haha... u see, when im young ive been a nuisance to my parents.. when i want to go to the toilet in the middle of the nite, i will knock on the master bedroom door n wait till mum or dad gets out of the room to accompany me.. when mum n dad bring me out ( this is when both my sisters werent born) , i never demand like normal kids.. when there r relatives or strangers around, im never afraid if they carry me.. i think im abnormal.. hah.. god knows.. normal kids will cry their hearts out if their parents arent at sight, but me.. im so different.. mum says dat i never look for my parents when they leave me to play with my toys.. unlike my sisters, when they play with their toys, mum or dad need to be by their side.. i guess i was born as a nonchalant gerl.. i dunno..

even now, mum still say dat lead a boring life.. haiz.. just because she likes to compare me n my sister.. u cant expect us to be similiar do you.. sis likes to talk about every single event dat happens in her life every single day.. byk colok btl.. whereas me, i prefer to tell mum about my life only when its necessary.. u dun expect me to be telling mum the number of bfs i have.. when i went out with them.. where i went out to.. whatsoever.. rite?? haiz.. she'll kill me if she gets to know about all of dat.. n im not ready to be killed yet..

im not tryin to tell people dat im a nice gerl.. blablabla.. cos im reality im not nice.. cos when im nice, no one notice..but when i did anything bad, everyone notice.. im not lying.. i know im not the only one who face this kind of situation.. everyone does.. i just cant understand it.. haiz.. nvm..

my sister's a b*tch..

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