prawns prick me

haha.. just take a look at the title for the dae u can guess oready.. well, ive been helping mum peeling the prawns.. n one of them pricked me..i think my finger is swollen oready.. haiz.. n i somehow have a difficult time trying to type.. hehe.. tonites dish will be fried mee hoon n it will be cook by my mum.. hehe..

well, todae was ok.. hmm.. ive memorized 2 surahs for exam.. hehe.. at last.. actually im suppose to memorize it two weeks ago.. hehe.. my brains veri slow.. hehe.. im oways getting bombarded during madrasah.. nice people like atiqah , farid n kak ain will find humor "bullying" me.. haha.. seriously i dun mind.. ahah.. without them the class will be total boring..

lets talk about saturdae.. mum, me, izzati n jannah went spotlight at plaza singapura.. to buy some stuffs lar.. den walk all around the place.. hmm.. imagine we walk around ps from 3 to 5.. ahah.. insanely tiring.. we went to neneks house to break our fast.. relli ate alot .. n dats the day dat i got to go terawih for the first time in this month.. haiz.. i badly wanted to go terawih.. haiz.. but just couldnt.. its not dat i dun want.. i just couldnt.. have to teach almost ever nite.. haiz..

see like tonite.. actually not suppose to teach.. but she called n requested me to teach her son math.. if its math, i dun mind lar.. can say dat i werk for the money.. hello.. u cant live without money can u.. so there goes.. dun call me a money face ok.. im relli in need of money.. i cant expect my dad to give me money, duh.. whenever i asked him for some money he wouldnt give unless its a school day.. seriously.. how bad is dat.. but my mum is different.. she thinks dat i should still ask money from dad cos i still have de right n im still under his care.. hey, im onli 17 lar.. obviously, dad has to still take care of me.. haiz.. wth m i blabbering.. hmm.. this is the result of sleepiness.. hehe..

to u.. im relli sorii if im too truthful.. im sori if i blurt things too directly.. its just dat i couldnt keep quiet any longer.. my bloody mouth needs to make things right.. n my heart n mind thinks its the right thing to do.. sorri if my words were too harsh.. sorri if my words were mean enough to hurt u.. i apologise.. if u think wad i did was wrong, den im sorri n im willing enough to accept ur unhappiness abt it.. but sincerely, think about it.. do u think wad i said is false.. if it is false, den please tell me.. mebbe i can correct my mistake n listen to ur reasons.. well i apologise again..

to azi.. aku nak beli paint mebbe one of the daes next week.. teman kan aku tau.. hehe.. ok? aniwaes aku ni merindui kau lar.. ahah.. so biler kite nak kua togeder2.. nanti da start skola susah kang..

to atiQ, r u relli sure u wanna go shopping before going out berbuke with the madrasah people? if yes, pm me ok? i so dunno wad to where for next friday, do you?

well wanna noe wads new now.. ive gotta relli werk.. i have to teach tuition twice a dae.. from mondae to wednesday.. oh man, im gonna die lar.. haiz.. wad kind of boring life must i have??

mums been telling me dat i lead a boring life since im young.. haizz.. i relli dun understand.. mum oso said dat i dun have feelings.. i lack sensitivity n emotions.. is she true?? hmmm.. i dunno.. i relli dun.. mebbe she is true.. but wad must i do.. haiz.. but seriously i do have feelings lar.. its just dat i dun relli know how to show it.. dats all.. so how can she say dat im feelingless.. hmph.. it saddens me to hear dat.. hehe.. bebual mcm real jer.. ahah..

i think up till here onli la.. wanna watch tv.. hehe.. den go to sleep.. tmr will be a tiring day.. ya rite..

-its onli words n words dat all i have-