i believe you

had class at 8.. so yah went to school early.. n ard 12 i had my break.. so me, shima n sue decided to go to eplaza to use the comp plus shima had to do some things for econs tutorial.. me as per normal didnt noe wad to do, was browsing ard n blog hopping.. i read idas blog.. n i clik on one of the things she said"must do this, people".. hehe.. i read the story.. n i think u people should read it too.. its at http://i-believe-you.com/ .. i want to have my hands on the book arh.. hehe.. cant wait to read the last chapter.. hmph.. well wad can i say, the book touched my heart n i nearly cried.. lucky i was with my frens when i read it or else i think i would have cried.. =)

school ended at 4.. met HIM at hougang point.. HE brought me into his past.. HIS old estate, somewhere in hougang, n meet his old frens.. they r nice chaps.. we sat under the void deck.."lepaking".. seriously, my first impression when he wanted to bring me to meet his frens was.. " is he crazy?? is he serious about bringing me n showing me to his frens".. i was totally unprepared n a little afraid la.. cos hes bad when he lived there .. but it happened.. i met his frens, we talked, chilled , laughed.. i didnt feel uncomfortable.. blargh.. i just hope dat i dun get asthma from sitting there for an hour or so cos HIS frens were smoking like nobodys business.. i dun mind people smoking but i just cant stand the smell of smoke.. i can puke or even cough uncontrolably.. but den im ok, im cool..

at ard 6 we went to compass.. he owed me the 5 bucks so he decided to treat me to break fast at sakura.. den went to some perfume shop.. he tried on the new HUGO BOSS perfume.. it definitely smell nice n suits HIM.. den he sent me to my tuition place but there was no tuition.. IDIOT teacher.. ask me to come yet no tuition.. waste my time sey.. but lucky he didnt go home straight.. he sat with me under my teachers block.. it was raining heavily.. we couldnt go aniwhere.. so yah, we sat n talked.. realli had a long talk.. we sang together.. haha.. we were crazy yesterday.. n hes been asking me whether to go on or not with 29oct.. i was like up to u.. well people in case u dun get wad i meant.. im gonna tell the story.. theres this one nite, on childrens day i think.. we were talking over the phone.. the conversation goes like this..

HE: " im gonna sound u to b my gerl one day"
ME: "huh?? serious?? wad for??"
HE: " u choose one of the dates.. 1, 19, 24 or 29.."
ME: " i dunno.. u cant be serious.. wad for"
HE: " okok.. i told u the dates im gonna sound u rite.."
ME: "yah.. y?"
HE: " u just wait for the dates la.. if 1st left, it gonna b 19th..so on.."
ME: "yadayada.. wadever"

... n the conversation goes on.. well, dats y i was confused for the whole month.. can u believe it.. haiz.. frankly speaking, mebbe i do have feelings for him.. feelings dat me myself am not sure of.. i noe i care but is it love.. blargh.. i dunno.. one thing i noticed was hes changed person.. he seriously wasnt the old guy i knew back then in pri school.. haiz... time flies extremely fast.. n i knew him for about 6 years.. blargh.. about the long talks we had.. we got to noe each other pretty well i say.. its almost as if we're in the same boat or something like dat.. hah..

i sound like a retarded talking about all this.. hah.. blargh.. confusion.. confusion.. wads wrong with me?

-thx for everything u did for me yesterday-