sore all over

hello to the world. if its not because of all those reports that i need to do, i swore i would have been sound asleep right now. the weather is so fine plus mum & dad are away in johore while little sister's off to a birthday party. thus, its just me and the other sister now at home taking turns using the laptop. unbelievably, my days were great so far. starting from thursday all the way to today. i didn't lack anything. i got all the attention that i need and all the time that i want to have fun. the only thing i lack was my beauty sleep.

a weekend well-spent.

i didn't have ample rest starting from thursday till now. i had to wake up damn early for whatever reasons and then i'm back pretty late with very little time to rest. thus resulting in very puffy red eyes due to overdry contact lenses. its a good thing these precious eyes didn't get infected. thank god. so as i was saying, thursday, friday & saturday were very full. i was out these whole days. open house on both thursday & friday with hady's & taufik's campus concert held respectively. saturday was filled with a visit to the zoo & a class bbq.

zoo trip was exhausting. i blame myself for not exercising enough. i blame myself fot not watching my diet. mum included us all in the amazing race. we were practically runnning all over the place like a goon. apart from that, i am glad that i spent the zoo visit with the ever-so-loving extended family of mine(the nephew&nieces). thanks to that, i got a sore body.

class bbq was great. good company and good food made it worthwhile. these nice people i can never thank enough. (:

sewing class today morning was uber tiring. i can't seem to open my eyes and walk properly. all due to the lack of sleep & the overused of these delicate muscles. alright then, i cant use too much of my energy to type a super long entry cause i'm far too tired to do so. thus, i'll end this post with pictures. ( you all like pictures right? hehe...)


HADY MIRZA!


THE EVER SO HOT TAUFIK BATISAH!


THE EVER SO JAMBU US (eh. give us credit la)


A SHOT WITH MR ROO


THIS HAS GOTTA BE UR FAV!

oh yes, they send their regards to you. heh!




maybe my fate is written in yours. who knows. alright then, i'm back to those bloody reports.

just so you know

during our breakfast @ macD





during the show @ atrium

during lunch @ north canteen





apparently, hady photos from my camera is a bit too blurry. therefore, you'll just have to wait for one of the girls to send her copy to me. (: taufik next!


my itchy fingers just have to make me do things that i shouldn't be doing. i hated it. i'm very much disappointed in myself. you are younger than i am. this explains how foolish i could be. damn. howells, it is still not wrong to look at you from afar, right? i'll keep my distance. i will. ok nurul, time to change to another. (:

notice me

the day was perfect. i was overwhelmed. the first day of nyp open house was somewhat crowded. i expect more to come tomorrow though. the digicam accompanied me whever i go throughout the whole day. so you should expect a pictorial post tomorrow or something. as for now, it'll be too much of a hassle for me to upload those photos and resize them before i post it.

for the first time in my entire life, i am preety much obsess with such a good looking creature that god had created. the one who caught my eye. the one who made me wonder&ponder. the one who i always want to bump into wherever i go. the one who i simply just cant seem to stop staring at. helo there mr greenMAN, i think i am beginning to fall for you. i know it may seem a little queer and childish but i am positive that a feeling this great is best kept in me & shall not be expose.(i'm counting on you girls eh) somehow i wish that you could just take a minute or two to notice my existence. (:

ok back to the story of my whole day. the crowd started at around 11am with all those people with school uniforms streaming in like ants. the show/performance was awesome. the long breaks i had was breath-taking. i managed to take a few shots of random people that caught my attention. breakfast at macD, lunch with shima&sue at north(which made me love the canteen so much that i almost refuse to leave the place)and early dinner with kyn&syah at macD again. after the open house ended, hady came over for a small campus concert. he sang 2 songs then left. so much for free tickets with free seatings uh. then, all the way back home alone.

hopefully, tomorrow will be better than today. more good looking people to look upon. more camwhoring sessions with those ladies. & of course more than 2 songs from taufik. i predict a bigger crowd during taufik's campus concert. but that will not dampen my spirits. (:

could everyone pray that i get my pay asap. lets say by next week. i badly need them to purchase some birthday presents. OMG, tell me i am not offically broke. ):


photos will be uploaded very soon. kyn, please send yours to me too. thanks.

featuring you

pretty much nothing interesting happened in school. i had a great time with the bestest people i can ever find in school. one thing, i don't want is to regret that we will all be separated next week onwards to our respective stopovers. dee, fahm, syah, suzie to CSC. me, ogy & fye to eldc. right now, i am hoping that we get into the same team eventhough we're going to the same stopover. the bad thing about me is that i do not like to go through the process of ice breaking, getting to know new people, getting to witness new personalities, sometimes getting to work with people who i can't seem to get along with.

i am very much happy with the people i meet right here in the BSU team. with their crappy jokes, endless care&concern. it is as though i feel that i am part of a huge family that we all belong in. i feel well accepted even when i know some can't stand my over-reacted whinings, super loud voice and whatever. i do irritate myself sometimes, okay. what i want to state is that i am grateful to have known you all. & if i could turn back time, i wold like to get to know all of you people during our school's orientation, the first time i set my feet to the school.

well, i think this post is getting all to mushy n emotional that i might just end it.


& lastly, to these both woman. you both had been such great friends to me almost treating me like a sister. from all the gossips, lunches, endless toilet visits to just sitting together bloghopping & playing bingo, i will not forget you girls that easily ok. even if we get separated somehow&somewhere, we should still make it a point to continue contacting each other k. alright, here comes the mushy part k. main point is that i love you girls la. thanks for the laughters, the trusts and the everything. halalkan segala makan minum & maafkan segala kesalahan if i had made them purposely/accidentally.


ok i think its enough here. if go on any longer, i'll start crying on my laptop. (:


ps: hady mirza & taufik batisah's performance will be a blast. i can't wait.

& its not helping.

everyone seems rather tired today. i have no idea why. as for me, i think i'm having major breakdown of emotions. something that i couldn't control, obviously. it gets on me so much that a friend got too afraid to even start a conversation. this i find to be a little too weird. ugh. i don't think i should bother brooding over it.

i brought the very heavy&oldschool laptop to school today. initially, my plan was to finish up the case study & follow up with those reports that needed to be handed in by the end of the week (i think).

i think i need this for that.


dad please.

i went out for my self-declared break for a mere 2 hours with fye, ogy, dee, syah n fahm. i saw this cute guy wearing a dirty green shirt. hooray! a new eye candy for me. too bad, i didn't get his name except for the fact that he's studying under the same school as i am (read: accounting textbook).

(:

tuition was sucky as per normal last night. what should you do when people don't ever listen? i am not letting the matter get on me thus i ignored. i compromised. the problem is that i had selected math questions to be done as homework. those questions which i asked them to hand in the week after. i gave them one whole freaking week to finish up. 3 questions with at least 10 sub-questions. all those without one being done. without any effort of doing it. i will definitely not mind if they didn't finish it up but not even making an effort to do it is too much.

ugh. just thinking about it makes me all pissed and bloody annoyed.

fyi, dad called someone to fix the broken fridge and now the telephone line is having problems. i think the house giving us a warning to move out. hmm, who knows right.

i have no idea where this post is leading you to but i guess you can see the picture on how my life is currently. can't you?

silly me how could i forget

initially i wanted post on my very mundane-unhappy-lotsofcrying here, but i don't want to spoil the mood of the day. thus, i want to post on other stuffs like the wonderful time i had today(the aftermath of my 1 week block leave) or the joy of being able to succeed in html codings and photoshop. check Fahms blog out laa. ignore the fact that she made some amendments of her own though.

i had lunch with those great people namely isyah, faizal n shikin. apparently, shikin brought her digicam. whats a great time without photos right?






thanks to you all ok. alright, i guess its time for the three of you to steal this photo uh. (:

paul twohill spotted in amk mrt station

SHOPPING


someone should make me stop.
seriously.

a shout out

i noe i wouldnt be able to use the laptop tomorrow or the day after due to the fact that i'll be having my religious class & a small celebration tmr and some other random stuffs to keep me busy the day after.

thus im making post to wish the little one an advance birthday.
who am i talking about?
i am definitely talking about...


my sister.


HAPPY advance 9th BIRTHDAY!
NURUL JANNAH BTE YUSOF

you may be the most annoying person ive ever known, but you know deep down that i love you. so little one, here's me, your eldest sister, wishing you a fantabulous year ahead. so please little one, grow up & may god protect you always. :)


<3,
ME.

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mum brought me out for lunch and a little shopping spree in the afternoon today. im a delighted daughter.

one embarassing moment happened though. i almost fell flat on my face right in front of a bunch of mats. sumpah aku malu gile. i quickly walked away trying not to make a fool out of myself further. but then, sungguh irritating that these mats laughed at me. i swear if i wasn't alone, i would have given them a piece of my mind. sumpah! after they got out of my sight, i totally felt like im lost in bugis. i dont know where i was going. lucky, my phone didn't die on me at that point of time.

i made my way to tp to meet my sisters and her members. other than that, i got to see other familiar faces.

after which, we got so exhausted. we cabbed back home.

it spoke.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it's so true
I know it's not right but it seems unfair
That thing's are reminding me of you

Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?

littlest things - Lily Allen

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i am feeling so much better after a long cry last night. i am positive that no one wants to know the reason behind it so i am not posting anything about that. fyi, mom's back home from work as she's feeling unwell. and as for me, i am probably going to meet those beautiful people from my secondary school later at tampines. i am definitely missing them alot. this i can't wait.

adding on, i had thought of going down all the way to temasek poly for their open house or maybe get a chance to meet those lovely people who are practically very busy with their semester's project as well as their open house.

sadly, everyone is involve in their own school's open house. all except me. haiz. what a bother. just when i thought that my block leave could be filled with happening events not to be forgotten. it seems that i rather have myself in school doing practically nothing than at home waiting for a miracle to happen. can you sense the unhappiness?

but then, i do hope that i get to see those beautiful people from my secondary school so at least i have much better things to post about. rather than my mundane days, that everyone probably wouldn't bother to read/care even.

so as i was saying, i don't have any idea where this post is leading us to but my main point is to tell the world that i added songs to this humble blog of mine. so just shut up & enjoy it while you're still lingering here. (=


a post done! three cheers! wth.

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i will surely have a story to tell today unlike those other days.

somehow today wasn't as bad as the other two days before. i woke up pretty early cause i couldn't force myself to continue sleeping much longer. thus made myself busy with channels from the SCV. it was pretty entertaining actually. then, after a shower at ard 12pm, i got ready for school. but before i went to school, i had to send little sister's madrasah stuffs. then off to school. i reached school earlier than i had expected though. sadly, the first person i wanted to see had taken her flexi leave for some urgent reasons.

me, dee & syah proceeded to the auditorium for the SBM day celebration. amusing, funny, hilarious & hot are words that i could use to describe the whole celebration. those people who attended will definitely understood.

the whole celebration ended at ard 430 after which me, kyn n syah with her bf decided to waste some time in macD till 6pm.

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self explanatory photos la eh


thks to nurulain for these photos though.
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i made plans with iqah to chill at amk mac cafe. so while chilling, some other individual wanted to meet me up. but after a 2 hour wait, he ditched me. howells, i should have seen it coming. whatever it is, im alright.

so head back home by 9.

current mood: Very pissed

it question upon me on how my emotions can change in a spilt second.
how peculiar.

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fyi, it is not raining! am i glad. its such a nice weather to go out. but you would have guessed, there's no one to go out with. Pathetic (with a capitalised P i tell you).

fyi, i am currently indulging myself in hindustan movies and soundtracks. be it in youtube, or i have to download them in order to be able to listen to them. it helps time pass, i tell you.

fyi, i am still not in the slightest happy mood right now as there isn't any real satisfying food at home and also no seriously nice shows to watch at home. irritating, i tell you.

fyi, mebbe i should withdraw some money and get down to J8 for a movie or a shopping spree, A-L-O-N-E. annoying, i tell you.


ok i think this post is getting all pathetic and sungguh tak bermakna. Its almost stating as if i need sympathy when i don't. aiya, u get it. i'll just continue with watching hindustan on youtube.

k bye.

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block leave resumes today. and its still raining very heavily. haiz.

im not liking this block leave a single bit. why?

*no life at home.

*no more camwhoring because the digicam couldn't work anymore.

*no real tv shows on tv

*no glorious food at home

*everyone else is busy with their daily routine.


main point for posting this is because i am plain bored and i have nothing better to do and i can't wait for wednesday to come where i can meet my fellow TEP-ians for SBM day and mebbe chill with them for an hour or two after that. it seems that i am seriously missing them a lot already.


alright then, i shall stop here for my dosage of biscuits dipped in nutella & The Little Mermaid on Disney Channel. bye!

the real me

I've got a story to tell. So just scroll down n read.

First and foremost I need to clear certain things off my mind. Like for example, how I care to sacrifice my time n risked being scolded by dad, just to help a student with his school's assignment that actually made me 20 dollars richer.

Let me elaborate. His mom called me to ask for a favor that required me to sit in front of the computer with a click of the mouse that got me looking for pictures pertaining the topic on geography. Yes that simple. A simple job even my primary 3 sister could do. So there I was searching high and low for very good quality and related to the topic pictures thus making a file cover page out of them. Take note that his mom is not home yet and the clock was set at 950pm at that moment.

Actually he did the cover page the day before but to his dismay, his mom dislikes it as she claims that it is too childish for a 13 year old like him. But as for me, I find it had a rather boyish touch to it. I was kind of afraid that I might come up with an idea that could be too girlish for a boy like him. I managed to complete it as soon as she came back. Sadly, she didn't like my work and asked me to make several changes to it. So there I was struggling with the on-screen keyboard (cause his keyboard had some problems) trying to make a masterpiece out of it. After a few amendments made, she finally liked the whole presentation.

The whole point was, it questioned upon me that the mom cares so much about how his work looks like instead of him.

When I was done with the cover page, I had to correct his Malay essay in which I thought wasn't done wholeheartedly as I knew he could write a better one. Then I had to head back home since its already 1150pm at that time.

Unfortunately, it rained. I was devastated. I called home hoping for anyone of them to come down to fetch me, be it dad, mom or sister. Adding on, the short journey back home is kind of eerie and silent especially after 11pm. Thus it will be good to have a company walking home with you, right? I had to wait for a mere 20 minutes for dad to fetch me. Waiting wasn't exactly good cause I still had to cross over without shelter to meet him. Come to think of it, I should have continued walking in the rain. That’s so much for not wanting to get wet. Hmph!

Currently, im sitting on my bed with my lappie on as his mom gave me another assignment that is to type out 2 poems with his illegible handwriting. Wtf!

The highlight of the day was that I had a good time with the penyamuns at ECP's MacD. Thank you the both of you plus Aida too. (=

Whenever it rains, you pollute my mind. Will that ever stop, I wonder.

as requested.

yes. as dee had requested, here's another entry.



my tagboard's life is more happening compared to mine.
NOT FAIR!!






n you, jason toh please stop it ah.

only me perhaps.

here's another post.


laughter is the best medicine. or so they claim. im just too obsessed with gettyimages ok. so don't blame me for posting this cute picture. ((=




who wants more posts for today?
hahaha! sick = crazy.
aiya, you'll get what i mean.


till then...

sing that little lullaby

at this rate i'm going, i am confident that i'll blog at least 3 posts today. heh. but then, it shall depend on how free i am going to be till 6 and how much ideas will be running through my mind within those 5 hours. from the last time i posted something here, till this very moment(when i am suppose to be having lunch), i didn't do anything much. besides, i had instant noodles for breakfast already and ive not much of appetite today. so, ive been browsing through various bloggers as well as bloghopping/lj-hopping to other random blogs/LJs. from there, you can obviously, conclude that i seriously don't have a life during TEP. and this sickening condition is not helping me a single bit.

if it wasn't raining & i wasn't sick today, i could have probably chilled at maccafe drinking my favourite cappucino or even use up my gelare voucher and indulge in a plate of hot fudge sundae. oh, how i wish.

i have no idea why my fingers are effing cold when the airconditioner is switched off like half an hour ago. adding on, im feeling warm all over and i've just swallowed one panadol extra which i think should start working in an hours time, making me feel drowsy. then, i will not be able to sit for the personal selling briefing, in the lecture theater, that will probably sell cakes and delicacies for chinese new year.



oh oh!
someone wants to get to know me.
howells, we'll just see how things go.




there u go another new update!
see how bored i am.

sing little girl sing

I should start posting something especially when i'm in a rather sort-of-happy mood like this(or should i say before this happy feeling runs out?). i didn't have a good night sleep eventhough the weather was perfectly fine to cuddle yourself in bed. Want to know why? i was busy blowing my nose the whole night. in fact when i finally get some sleep, i found out i couldn't breathe. so i got up again to start chasing after my running nose (ok fine, lame, i know). ok that's besides the point. i seriously, didn't know when i got to sleep cause when i woke up in the end, i found myself surrounded by soaked tissue papers. yes, yucky i know. i guess u can picture how bad my night was, uh.

so here i am in school, with lots of tissue packets in my bag, a small waterbottle filled with luke warm water and some other stuffs u wouldn't want to know plus several medicines & menthol sweets.

argh! lets move just move on before i digress further. basically, the whole point of this morning post is to tell you the profound grief i had with this annoying nose n throat of mine.

tak fair. nak nyanyi pon susah sey. hurhur.


so there u go one post!

give me strength

I found myself today
oh i found myself and ran away
but something pulled me back
voice of reason i forgot i had
all i know is your not here to say
what you always used to say
but it's written in the sky tonight

so i wont give up no
i wont break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong even if it all goes wrong
when im standing in the dark ill still believe
someone's watching over me

seen that ray of light
and its shining on my destiny
shining all the time
and i wont be afraid
to follow everywhere its taking me
all i know is yesterday is gone
and right now i belong
to this moment to my dreams

It doesnt matter what people say
and it doesnt matter how long it takes
believe in yourself and youll fly high
and it only matters how true you are
be true to yourself and follow your heart

someones watching over me - hillary duff

& both tumble

Imagine this. me n my slackish outfit to school. another mendak day of nothing to do in particular except for a case study to be done that needs to be handed in at the end of this TEP stopover. so ya. a report that i need to change into a case study in hand. im bored. can u tell?

HAPPY HAPPY THOUGHTS
put that aside for this moment cos i have better things to post today.

Have i told u how much i love the people i meet during this stopover. adding on to that, i hope i could still meet this crazy bunch on my next stopover. i seriously wont mind. dat'll save the effort of icebreaking in order to get to noe new people. all these people include isyah, ogy, dee, fahm, suzie, kyn & faizal. they never fail to make the day feel so much better. they never fail to make me feel that coming to school is worthwhile n not another pathetic chore.

i am so gonna missed the times all of us sit together to have breakfast not caring about our supervisors or whoever we could think of. cos its just us wasting an hour or two gossipping, laughing, bitching, letting time pass by, before getting back to our normal & usual routine of computer-staring, bloghopping & whatevernots.

since the few others are having their block leave this week, leaving me, isyah, dee n kyn behind, i kinda feel their absence. the usual screams, whines, screeching rantings, everything la in particular. those times we played bingo & word games. time does move very fast, and now its the 7th week. we are only left with 3 more weeks to see each others faces before moving on to our next stop.

i hope we reminisce these memories of ours, alright.

NOT SO HAPPY THOUGHTS
k thats done, now i shall move on to the main point of this post. i wore mums new shoes to school n it bit me. yes it bit me. now im having blisters on both back of my feet. great! howells, me, syah n kyn decided to have lunch outside of school cos our usual visit to the south canteen wasnt gonna happen after listening to raveen's story.

He had breakfast there right opposite the malay stall. then he then saw a huge rat almost the size of a kitten sitting happily on the counter. the auntie shrieked and the rat ran away. or so he claims.

so after hearing that, we decided to not visit south canteen for the time being. goosebumps la can. so we went to junction 8, bishan for a LJS lunch. adding on to that, i managed to find a nice pair of comfy shoes. sadly, i had to borrow some money cos my effing account refused to let me take out my money. i was definitely embarassed sebab aku da la confident ingatkan cheque da masok account, den da leh pakai nets. sedih bulu siol.

so practically i was feeling very tensed n uneasy la. lucky the company i had was a good and understanding one. thanks girls. i seriously owe u both this time. blame that stupid late pay la. i am so bengang right now can?

den we got back to sch, and was on the same escalator with the oh-so-good-looking-boy from sch. at that moment, i as well as the other girls turned to jelly. ((=

so overall, the day has been testing my patience.

oh oh oh! i havent told u about my tuition yet. how do u answer this qn, if u were me?

"cher, actually, u dun wanna teach right?"


i think my face says it all la. i wasnt in the mood. i was sick la for gods sake. give me a break can? its a group tuition n every single individual wanted my attention at the very same time. bengang kepale otak sey. like cannot one by one eh. like cannot behave eh. u wan me to die isit? fuyooo. i couldnt take it sey last night.

fuh! now, another problem is up. my team refused to take an initiative in our project management. den every now and then the teacher keep looking for me to clarify about the module. im so effing clueless and super ultra vexed.


GOSH! GIVE ME A BREAK LAA!!


k dah. im done bloggin for the day.

another long wait

here's to a new layout born.
comments are definitely welcome!


CHEERIOS!!



now u noe,
how much free time i have in this world uh.

k bye. time 4 tuition.

a long one.

a long wait perhaps people. ok since im on mc cos im having a bad throat, and ive nothing better to do. i'll update a pictorial post for u kepoe people la. these are the super basi photos that i thought u people might wanna have a look at.

TANJUNG PINANG

me, mum & dad



at the ferry terminal


i present to u, MY CUCU SEDARE. cute kan??

im sure u all dun wanna see pictures of cows n goats getting slaughtered right. so im kind enough not to show them to u.


one last photo after going back to spore!


thats the tanjung pinang trip i had. too many photos to upload but im so lazy to resize them. besides, my face looked fugly in most of them.

__________

this one quite recent. dated saturday january 6th 2007. courtesy of aida's digicam.


such a cliche.





being jakun is not hard at all, seriously.


this could be a new hangout spot for us.


we just love the red effect it had on us.

_____________________

i cooked fish&chips on my own. my apologies cos theres no picture to it. it does taste nice though. thanks to ima for passing the recipe to me. adding on to that, i just finished watching a cinderella story. nice and heartwarming but i dun feel the slightest bit good at all. i guess i needed my own fairytale badly. im not gonna cry.


so that's about it la. how did ur day go?

the ups & the downs

a bad start of the day. i purposely arrive late in school. all because i had tuition & my pay wasnt in and i caught 3 movies straight till 2 in the wee hours of the morning. the 3 dvds that accompanied me namely harry potter & the prizoner of Azkaban, Yamakasi and eiffel im in love. i like...

currently, my request was to listen to bad day by daniel powter thru ogy's lappie. great!

yes speaking of that late pay. im getting all vexed and annoyed. like how long more do u want me to wait right. im seriously broke. and i cant live. everday's allowance is not helping me a single bit.

i claim my OT today for 4.5 hours. so actually by 1, i could get out of this place. but then, every individual im meeting is only free after 430pm. haiz. sad!



okae, lastly i think my layout now is fugly. im an idiot at html's la can???

just my luck

the computers lagging the shit out me. today is such a freak. im annoyed.


# no sewing class in the morning
# a handphone dat died halfday
# money-less wallet
# money-less acct
# late payslip
# no appetite
# no consession fare
# NO BOYFRIEND
(OH ima! why do u even have to remind me abt this particular point?)


im definitely devastated. lets cry ya'll!


ps: ribuan terima kasih kepada Azfar karena t'lah beres-in segala perbelanjaan hari ini. i owe u one k, bro.

pps: my trip to tanjong pinang will be updated as and when i feel like updating
about it. be ready for a pictorial post & a new blog layout, the next time round.

=(
bye la.