make it last, please....

ever had the feeling of being so fucking elated that you hope that it would last for a lifetime but the feeling just disappear as soon as you got hold of it? yes> so what do you do about it? ignore or take action? uhm, nevermind.

currently, this pc is seriously scaring me out of my wits. i just put on my earphones cause i wanted to listen to the song from my blog. but guess wad i found out. some random japanese song is playing on repeat. it so fucking scared the shit out of me. lagu memang la sedap. but pelik tapi benar hokay when it plays on&on without you knowing its source. sumpah the only webpage thats open is blogger.com.

aku continue jap lagik. nak restart comp. lagu ni buat aku punye bulu-bulu naik. k jap.

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ok back. i didn't restart the computer. because i finally found the source of the song. rupe-rupenye dari blog seorang kawan aku yg very into lagu-lagu non-melayu. sumpah lagu tu sedap. aku akan downlaod it balik rumah. nak carik english version jugak ah camni. hohoh! alright, that has already stopped thus i am not going to elaborate further because basically it is not the reason why i am blogging.

i am sungguh happy. tak percaye tanye isyah. why? i doa banyak2 yesterday eventhough i was feeling all fucked up la. alhamdullillah god answered my prayers, i got my pay! so ape lagi, i bought the faded jeans i fell in love from giordano just now. i am so loving it sebab i finally get to buy it la, hokay.

then the rest of the money i plan to deposit in the bank and invest in something that's seriously worth it. ok idea ini sungguh tak boleh dipakai sebab gerenti duit tu abis in 2 weeks time. howells, i still have loads of other things to get my hands on. mainly a very nice dress to match with my new pair of knee length boots, a treat by my dearest cousin. ((: other than that, a hair treatment i definitely needed sebab rambut aku yg kusut masai and selalu diselindungi tudung ni memang da over unmanageable. aku cannot stand it already. so eemah, ape lagi. jom join aku!

ok i need to really put my heart and soul into this client's project sebab aku cannot delay it anymore. alright, got to rush!



why am i blogging in rojak today? sebab aku happy so jangan kepo. ok bye semuts. don't forget to buy my vouchers ok. give me a tag like what eemah did, email me, sms me or call me. do whatever you like, janji beli vouchers tu. okthanks! ((((:

oh well.

i am exceptionally emotional today. the moodswings are kicking in again. seriously, it is not making me feel better. i feel like crying all alone but at the same time i need a very nice company by my side. damn this shitty feeling. giordano sales is going to end tommorrow and i really really hope that i get my pay by tonight so i can shop till i fucking drop. my grades were even making things worst. damn you, grades! damn you for making me feel as if im good-for-nothing again. thanksbutnothanks.

i should really start on my work and stop delaying it eventhough it gets mundane at times. i seriously need to buck up in order to get a better grades this time round. i should really make full use of myself and stop feeling all useless. i should. i really fucking should. oh god, please help me. i feel like breaking down now. argh!

put that aside, ok people. please help me by buying these things that i need to sell so that my personal selling report will look damn good and at the same time pull up my damn poor grades. so please pretty please help me.

orders to be made latest by Tuesday, 7th March 2007.



GOODS are HALAL certified. (guranteed by the people from school)
$10 vouchers selling at $9 (10% off).
Customers are allowed to use more that one voucher at a time.
Vouchers valid till 31st may 2007.

&


$20 adult admission tickets selling at $16.50 (17.5% off).
EXcluding $8 tram charges.
tickets valid from March to August




i seriously need your help here. so please be kind semuts. please do.

okbye& okthanks semuts. (: (i have to force that smile out, hokay)

as promised

photos received and uploaded. (:



was craving for New York Pizza since ages. (:


no1: me, kyn & syah. no2: our backview. no3: ogy sakit kaki. no4: us girls. no5: us all. no6: us again. no7: bottom view of them. no8: our reflection


no1: me & kyn. no2: me & kyn again no3: us girls mesmerized by the fountain. no4: them boys with the fountain. no5: us all again with the fountain. JAKUN abis.


no1: in the train, syah forced all to make sad faces. no2: from ogy's direction. no3: ntah ape dorang bikin tapi aku suke ni shot. no4: my all time fav shot of the day where it looks as if kyn was feeling all emo when both couples were engrossed in their own conversations. heh!


& lastly, me n kyn again. all credits to her for taking photos using that humble hp of hers since no one brought their digicams. thks babe! happy happy day spent with lovely lovely people.okthanksehyouall!

with 8 seconds left in overtime

I'll try to be strong.
Believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me.


the ladies and i went over to vivocity last night to catch ghost rider. GVmax power la can. sungguh big and comfortable. i can even sleep on their seats. haha. but i didn't though. i only get to sit cross-legged with shikin as my companion cause the rest had their bf's company. new york pizza was sedapDOTnet especially when shared with those lovely people. well overall, i love the outing with you people la. i want more outings like that can? (:

oh yes, those people who love to watch horror movies, catch the messengers, next month. aku tengok the trailer aje da naik bulu tengkok eventhough aku tutup muka. so yes, go on and catch it la ye. still, rating to be advised. (:

random thoughts are running through my mind this instance....

i can never understand you. did i misinterpret you too much that i fell into my own trap. i was deluded and deceived with thoughts that gave me hopes and expectations. but, infact made me fall hard in return. why do you love to hurt me? why do you love to contradict yourself? why do you love to leave me in this state of confusion when you jolly well know i hate it? why do i even bother trying to make things better when you don't give the slightest damn about how i feel and how i want things to be? why oh why, boy? why?



give me something to believe in.



alright, now i am so bored that i might as well sleep in this cold room since flash is not a form of entertainment anymore. well semuts.... photos will be uploaded as soon as i get hold of them la eh.


okthanks&byesemut.

positive-thinking?

Cause these scars run so deep
It's been hard
But I have to believe in me

Cause I need time
My heart is numb, has no feeling
So while I'm still healing
Just try
and have a little patience

take that

i am so in love with take that's song entitled patience. i heard it like weeks ago but i am finally addicted to it after i manage to find and understand its lyrics. slow? yes i know. no need to remind me. haha! somehow ogy is getting annoyed by me as i can't stop listening to the song and humming it and i kept playing it over and over again. heh.

the holidays were plain boring. if its not because of me having to give tuition, i would have just stayed at home the whole day on monday. basically i can never understand my mother. lucky she was in her good mood that the whole family went out for lunch and shopping at giant turf city. it was good. lunch at hajah maimunah, arab st was seriously scary. for once i thought i saw an ex boyfriend but lucky enough it wasn't him. or else i would be stunned the whole day. hah!

well, like they say, good times come after the bad ones. right?

overall, my holidays weren't as bad as i thought it would be. edison chen on almost every channel is definite love and all those chinese movies on tv were bestDOTnet. well guess what? tomorrow is going to be a better day as i can't wait to spent it with my lovely ladies from school. (:


am i in a good mood or what?


i shall stop blogging and start on that flash project/photoshopping or even update my birthday wishlist this instant. toodles!

edit
Happy 10th, dear me.
&specialthankstoyouforthatvirginrideonyourbike
greatly appreciated

had enough?

Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here


or so he claims. i hereby announce that Rivermaya rocks my effing socks, well not that i fancy socks that much. howells, the day has been totally weird. mum was acting a little strange such as getting frustrated over little things and whatevernots. dad was being normal. sisters were always on their usual weekend routine. as for me, after much persuasion and disagreement, i made up my mind to rebel and follow that dear niece of mine, eemah to the extended family gathering.

my morning sleep was disturbed by mum's call waking me up to open the front door for the cable vision man was already waiting. yes, i opened the dear door to a stranger, which of couse i don't care, as soon as i woke up. sungguh tak glam dot com. so yea, cable vision is here already and ohboy am i glad or what to know that my daily dose of MTV every morning is going to be fulfill again.

ah yes, back to family gathering at ecp. i waite for eemah to reach my place at ard 6 plus and we proceed to take 55 to ecp. we had a long chat all the way there. we didn't realise that we reached our destination as we were too engross with our conversations pertaining the current issues we face.

upon reachind the spot, we were greeted by her grandparents, her parents and my other nieces. food were sufficient and were laid out on the table right beside the tent. after dinner, we had to refill empty bottles with water at MacDonalds and to my surprise i saw dear Shima. fancy meeting her there. the place where i least expect to see her. hah!

lucky me, i had my mp3 and sister's nintendo DS lite to accompany me throughout for i was feeling a little blue that my family didn't want to come down. and thanks to my uncle for sending me straight home by 1 am.


quote of the day: "asek nak merayap aje. aku suro buat keje tak nak buat". thanksbutnothanks for that. apparently, that hurt me. will you ever see the good in me? will i ever be the one that you'll be proud of 5 years down the road? will u ever give me a chance to proof my worth? or will this just be a never-ending story that leads us nowhere as we are just too engross in our own personal life that we sometimes forget to ask about the well-being of others. or maybe, we try to outlook the good side and tend to focus on the flaws that others tried to hide? you decide, cause i am in no position to argue in this situation.


maybe, im just being paranoid. i should sleep now.

mundane

ashamed & vexed


these moodswings that i am developing everyday is driving me nuts. i can't seem to stay happy with anything. i get all tense up. i get all pissed. & because of that, i prefer to just shut up and not say anything for i was afraid i might start a fight with everyone. sheesh. someone, tell me what is wrong with me?

initially i wanted to start the day by continuing with the sewings i left weeks ago, but thanks to the moodswings again, i had to throw away that noble idea of mine. oh yes, i manage to clean up the crazy mess in my room. now it looks a good as new. yay me!

currently, i am in need of dear eemah's company right now for i feel like crying and screaming my crazy head's off. i am also in need of a very nice warm chocolate drink as well as a good massage cause i think these nerves of mine are going all haywire.

fyi, i am not feeling very good & i cant wait for the movie date with the beautiful ladies from school this coming thursday. i hope.




thanksbutnothanks.kbye

& i embrace this silence

ok, so what if yesterday was Vday. so what if i didn't have a date? so what if everyone else is feeling all lovey dovey and i am stuck with tutoring? so what if i got home freaking late just because i was working and not out on a date? so what if i didn't get any presents? so what? you've got a problem with that? why do every single individual love to find some fault in me. like helo! i am a human. i am not perfect. i have flaws too. i make mistakes too. i am like you. dumbass. sheeesh.

lets just move one la. can someone please enlighten me? can pictures from your computer be transferred into your camera (memory card)? ok, whos camera can't? i seriously need to know. the only thing i know is that my camera can do that. what about yours?

ok fine, you might be clueless about what i am trying to imply. let me relate this to you. some irritating computer/any-electronic-devices idiot asked for my help to transfer his/her photos into the computer and then separate those photos by dates and transfer them again into a separate CD. through the process of doing all that, all i heard was him/her saying "delete! delete! delete!". hey what do you expect i was half asleep and dead tired. time check was 11pm. but actually what he/she meant was to delete the photos from the computer after transfering them to the CD. but dear me deleted all photos in the computer as well as the camera. ape lagi, member bingit arh. but still, i maintain composure ah eventhough i know i made a mistake.

but seriously, someone enlighten me please. can i not transfer those photos back from the CD to the camera? can't i? because i tried/ made several attempts and still failed to do so. aku admit aku salah and aku memang confident leh transfer balik. so is the camera faulty/memang tak berguna or am i just trying to be smart here? sheeesh.

then terus emo sial balik rumah cause many things were running through my mind. mainly about why people do this/that, the treatments i get, the things i do and whatevernots la. if i were to continue rambling about all this, this post will be a damn long one with 1001 vulgarities. all because...... you guessed it, im feeling all the moodswings back. come to think of it, because of all these moodswings my tear glands got worst. they seem to be very full most of the time and thus tears start to fall like nobody's effing business.


today:
so much for forcing myself to wear a bright blue coloured top and still feel all fucked up. i should have just stick to black this entire week. ):



this time, please just one more miracle

boredom

Gemini (picked out from CLEO's Feb issue)

LOVE: Let things develop at their natural pace and you'll have a very sexy relationship. if dating, don't let things stagnate - get raunchy and whatever is needed to freshen things up.

LIFE: Your philosophical and ignite fantatic solutions for your career and other problems. But unless you bond with family and friends, you'll fell out of sync. And don't work all day - get a social life!

so what do you think?


well, guess what, for the first time in my entire life i played counter strike. bising giler la aku main. all the guys were basically bullying me la. countless times kena shot. but i eventually got the hang of it and manage to shoot them like at least thrice?? haha. addicted siol. (:

somehow, i am craving for a lot of things at this point of time. namely, pasta, new york pizza cheese fries, MacD McSpicy meal. its bothering me even more when i am only left with 1.90 in the precious wallet and because of that i am not able to purchase any food that can satisfy these cravings. sheeesh. i am so sad.


ok la, i want to join them play CS. (:

a shout out

there are other photos but you may already know that i am a lazy bum and i can't be bothered to resize and post them here. so these are the two selected ones and the first is of course the whole purpose of this post.

i couldnt bring myself to sleep the night before cause i was having an upset tummy as well as a nervous breakdown. ok maybe i was feeling a little too excited about the birthday. but the main point is i couldn't sleep, ok.

yesterday's first-ever-surprise birthday celebration for farid was a blast. aida organised it at his place with the help of his family & friends. food was definitely enough to last the whole night and birthday cakes were all love. CHOCOLATE! eventhough i was feeling a little under the weather the whole time, i still manage to pull it through and enjoy the rest of the night. thanks to the fabulous company i had. (:

im done. i cant say much. so i'll stop.


i wished u noticed me.

letting it all out

this post may lead no one nowhere cos i just needed the space to express myself as i am feeling very fucked up. seriously.

little did i know that your absence made such an impact in my life. little did i know that all my memories that i wish could disappear this instant, will be the only things that i can treasure for the rest of mylife. little did i know that your presence all this while was just to test my deepest and innermost self to its limits. little did i know that all of these has come to an end and all could do is to move to the next chapter instead of still sticking around in chapter one hoping for a little miracle to happen. maybe i was just thinking to much into this matter that has long left this stoned-heart of mine.

crying has totally help me quite a bit. talking the most dearest person in my life has also lighten up my feelings more. basically, the more i think, the painful it gets. cause im the kind of person who likes to bottle up my feelings. truthfully, i can think of 1001 things that could revolve around one simple matter that affect me. yes, thats who i am. so you can preyty much guess that i am a person who thinks too much into a small problem, that will eventually lead to a big one then to a bigger one before stopping at the biggest point.

aku diam doesn't mean aku alright

i think im going to continue crying again. gdnite world & happy birthday farid.

results out..

that blister of mine finally got her olevel results. she gave me a call as soon a she got it. comparing hers to mine, obviously she had done so much better. for the fact that i am a lazy bum n shes the hardworking one. so yeah, a few points lesser than me. told me she wanted to continue with her 3 year pre-u but i have this gut feeling that she will join in one of the poly's taking whichever diploma she wishes to take. whatever it is, i hope she makes the right choice la. yea sis, MAKE THE BEST CHOICE ALRIGHT. make sure you don't regret it like how i felt when i chose the wrong diploma. (:

today, i felt like a zombie. i was shabbily dressed in my most slackiest way of fashion ever. you may call it a fashion disaster la. i was wearing my overly worn out havaianas and my ever so baggy jeans that seriously need some alteration plus my most selekeh-ish top that show an extremely low-cut neckline. what more with a pink tudung to finish up the look. yes, picture that la. no wonder i received so many "what on earth was she thinking?" kind of stares wherever i go. when i told eemah about it, she replied confidently "dorang rase kite lawa la." well babe, you make it sound so positive that i might just gigit that chubby cheek of yours someday. nyeh!

it becomes a sad situation when whenever you are so sloppishly dressed, you bump into your eye candy. super super sad situation that you just want to put your face somewhere else except there. just because of that, i kind of pissed myself. haiz.

i slept at three last night cause i was struggling with flash especially doing the buttons part. but i got the hang of it after looking through several online flash tutorials. thanks to those tutorials i finally mastered the way of making flash buttons. oh the wonders of the internet. and only after 4 hours of that, i manage to finish up 2 slides. slow, i know. just when i thought i had to finish up the flash presentation by today, the supervisor gave us till monday to finish it up. oh bugger.

oh oh, there's no madrasah tomorrow. thus i might just meet up with farid, since iqah has a special date, for some cheap faded jeans hunting.

alright, i should stop here and start doing my 100 sits ups/crunches before heading for bed. i pretty much need a good nite's rest particularly right now. GOODNIGHT WORLD. PEACE!

):

Because i am a girl - KISS

right now, i had put this song on repeat in my Windows Media Player. alright, that's aside, i am currently still struggling with flash. i am still stuck with my first slide. i am not going anywhere. i'm doomed. this pathetic thing needs to be handed in first thing tomorrow. so much for having so many ideas in my mind but not able to put them into flash cause i am still pretty much a goon at it. oh, the horror! argh!

sadly, syah & kyn took mc for today. thus, me & ogy decided not to have lunch but a late breakfast of half boiled egg, toast & hot tea instead. all because the craves sets in the minute i stepped into school. and maybe, our next break time will be around 4 or something for some light snack. (: guess today we need to accompany each other uh ogy? just the both of us (romantic gitu la kan).

as for now, my eyes are sore and i am kind of irritated with the sound made by everyone (including me) hitting the keyboards. computer screen-staring the whole day is totally a painful habit if you were to ask for my opinion. i don't know how i will manage another 9 weeks of this plus no block leave!

i wanted to bake a chocolate cake last night but it turns out that several ingredients couldn't be found at home. thus, i gave up. but maybe, i would bake one tonight as soon as i manage to find the ingredients. baking here we go!!

apparently, i am feeling super pissed with someone lately. i kept quiet and ignored doesn't mean you can do as you please. doesn't also mean that you can boss around. i do have feelings too. but ive tried to let the matter rest now and not think too much about it. cause if i don't, it's going to burst my bubble and make this me do things i don't wish to do. so yeah, i have limitations, mind you.

somehow, what will you do when you have no one to turn to? what will you do when everyone is so caught up with their life? what will you do when you feel so paranoid that you think the whole world is against you? what will you do? enlighten me please. if you think u're the only person who stresses over everything. what about me? argh. no use. no use at all.

smelly feeeeeet.

i am seriously getting the hang of flash max right now. all because i find it to be rather interesting. a place where i can just spill creativity & inspirations into instead of my normal boring drawing blocks vandalised with markers and coloured inks. apart from gaining several degrees on my already nearly blinded eyes, i still manage to stare at the screen for merely 3 hours before i go out to take a breather.

i guarantee after this particular stopover, my eyesight will definitely get worst. sheeesh. what a bother!

the lovelies had lunch at amk banquet today and thanks to that i used up all my allowance for the day. bugger. howells, i guess i have to stick back to my normal 'bekal' and waterbottle from tomorrow onwards then. its time to save up again, ya'll.

currently, i am having stomach(or is it more to the abdomen part) cramps maybe due to the fact that i did about 100 sit ups before i go to bed last night. all because i couldn't sleep. well, it does make me fall asleep though. (:



oh oh oh, thanks eh for the tak-menjadi lunch that u 'promised'. it gets pretty annoying when you dress up but no ones there to notice. but when u don't bother to even put on make-up for the day, you meet so many of your eye candies all over the place. sheeesh. i am not liking it at all.




ok da bye!

if i tear, will you be here?

at this point of time, i think this stopover (E-Learning Development Centre) is a rather mundane place to be in. everyday we were assigned tasks to do. like for yesterday, we were asked to complete a mini powerpoint presentation regarding ourselves. and as for today, we were taught about the wonders of Flash MX. since it is my very first time, using the software, i am pretty much slow. other than the skills, flash requires creativity. and thanks to my very smart self for bloghopping when i have a task to do, i lost my inspriration and became rather moody right now.

during lunch, the lovely people and i went to AMK's KFC. thanks fye for the treat. i'll bake you cookies someday bro! (:

oh yes, i saw Mr Green on the way back to the lab. up-close & personal somemore. he's as tall as you. he has the exact same hairstyle as you. he walks like you. he dresses like you. wth la. he reminds me too much of you la can. sheeeesh.

and still, i am having a very hard time trying to get use to this flash max software. any kind soul able to aid me?

since i am officially bored right now. i'll amuse you with this. i curik the link from aida. (:

YOUR REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Love	A
Friends and Family	A+
Body	C
Mind	C
Finance / Career	F
Your Life's Average Grade: B
'What" is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

ok da updated. bye la. not in the mood.

new blog layout

there's no basic purpose to why i am posting an entry at this hour when i am suppose to be sleeping for i have an early day tomorrow. as you can see here, i have pretty much created a layout because i am much too bored plus i just had the mood to do so. this time round this humble blog of mine features the theme of love base on the month of february when everyone claims that 'love is in the air'. oh, whatever!

i hereby apologise to a fellow friend for not being able to create a layout for her blog for i have run out of ideas. therefore, please don't eat me, babe.




oh well, i shall stop here and get some rest.

farewell but lets still hunt!

WILL DEFINITELY BE MISSED

Fye,Syah,Kyn,RooL,Dee,Ogy.


see those people in that photo right there. now, i'm missing their presence already. how to deal without them sey. they've always been there to spice things up. thank god fye n ogy is still in the same stopover as i am. and for that, i am hoping they both will be in the exact same team as i am. and that they will be able to sit beside me. and that we will be able to tease each other. and that we will be able to just accompany each other. well people, lets make it a point to have lunch together at least once a week ok? love you all la.

ok, thats aside. here, i proudly announce to everyone that i am seriously in love with songs by RIVERMAYA. its such a waste if u don't seem to like it though. (:

my weekend was pretty much the same. the madrasah exam on saturday was a total disaster if you were to ask me. why? the simple reason that i did not really studied for it. well, its done now. what more can i do about it. after the madrasah exam, the penyamuns decided to drop by compass point for a little gift hunting for the chip's cousin.

the night, i followed the teacher to her friend's BBQ party held at loyang. then, slept over at her place for i was needed for her son's project. thanks to that, i am 20 dollars richer. hah! i definitely had a good nights rest for there wasn't any disturbance.

went back home this morning at around 10am. the family decided to visit the market after lunch. then, off to compass again for hp-hunting, which mum in the end did not buy. famous amos is love. banquet made me too full. then, off to expo for dining table hunting at the indonesian fair. i got myself a top to be worn during one of these special days of the month. (:

i think i need to start my very own list of very cheap things that i need to buy the next time in order to not overspend my next pay. howells, can i ever not resist temptations? i wonder. i should end here la.


did i tell you song searching can be so much fun when everyone else is busy watching soccer? haha. ok sorry im not much of an enthusiast when it comes to soccer. (:

nutella on bread

all this are credited to CHIP's camera. actually, i curi from iqah's LJ la. thks eh.




i needed that slightest bit of publicity, HOKAY??!!


the CHIP was extremely nice. she bought me a yam cake. syg kamu!


the red & the black!




just us with my over-so-merepek poses. LAME.




i was trying very hard to pose but it turned out this way. hmph!


i was really not aware of this shot.

muke merepek.

THE "WHERE"S FARID??" POSE.


mind you, we are unaware that we make the same poses.


ok enough photos now.


i was 250 dollars richer for a mere one day and then i was 150 dollars poorer the next day onwards. sad. due to that, i had to "ikat perut". i had to bring "bekal" and a bottle of water. i had to resist the temptations- shopping, food, whatevernots la. i definitely had a great time yesterday. the CHIP & the PENYAMUN no.2 had a heart to heart talk. we travelled into the past. i had my say, she had her say. BOO to the PENYAMUN no.1 for pang-seh-ing us. hmph.

somewhow, i know that deep down in me, i havent actually move to the next phase of my life. cause lately, i have been doing a lot of self searching. one reason for that is that i havent got a new distraction. and because of that i cannot possibly put you away from my life. ugh. i don't know. i am confuse myself. unbelievable? believe it.

actually, i have thought over so many things to blog about but then these thoughts disappeared this very last minute. so wth kan. OKAE, IVE UPDATED!!!

& we reminisce

i admit that i have not been blogging for days. i apologise for that. neither do i not want to blog nor was i busy all this while. its just that i don't have anything interesting to tell the whole world. besides, i wanted to give you all the chance to stare at taufik's and hady's photos for as long as you like. am i nice or not ah?

put that aside cause as for today, i definitely have something to write.

i had my retail theraphy with the CHIP at marina. i happily spent more than half of my salary one whole day. and its not even the end of february yet. plus, i need to save half of my salary for the sake of saving. damn. i was seriously foolish to have used up almost all of my salary. and now, im not exactly liking the fact that i can only rely on the allowance dad is going to give me for the whole month. sad.

ouh. i caught the movie, THE ILLUSIONIST. i think the show is fairly interesting except the sound system. the sound system sucks i tell you. i almost felt as if i had wasted 7 bucks on a movie that didn't have a good sound system. argh.

adding on, i bought myself a roxy purse, a red handbag, a pink dorothy perkins top and a bithday present. the CHIP insisted on having dinner at secret recipe. so there goes my salary. im doomed. shittos.


ouh wells, i have nothing else to say already. and girls! ive blogged. so theres a reason for you to stop talking about taufik for once. heh!